Muster.Your.Courage

Sunday, September 28, 2003

Sunday, September 28, 2003

I hate lots of apologising to do because I have been so grumpy for the past two weeks.
I think the reason to that is because the stress and pressure of the coming exams are setting in.
I feel like I have the ability to do well but I often let opportunities slip through my fingers with my knowledge.
And everytime that happens, I would tell myself not to let history repeat itself.
And everytime, I would fail my promise. *Notice the repitition used* It can get so frustrating at times.

Anyways, like I said, I have got lots of apologising to do. I hereby want to sincerely apologise to the following people:
Liana: soo sorry for planning to meet up with you but had to cancel the dates the last minute. Will make it up to you soon.
Amansie: For showing her my grumpy side this whole week. I am Really, REALLY sorry.
Gloria: For what I said to you during chinese class. Really hope that you didnt mind what I said. I usually speak before I can think.
Veronica: For being so playful in class and irritating you.

*blinks at list* Now that I think of it, I really did OFFEND that many people. Gawds. but there are a few others that I wish to thank..

Lao Gong for being so caring and cheerful all the times. She never fails to see through my emtions. Thanks a lot! *huggles*
Sammie for tutoring and caring for me. Thanks for ur shoulders and ur understanding. Owe you lots!
Liana for being there for me mentally.

Okies. Enough... back to studying.

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 26, 2003

Damned.
I am now so influenced by Chan, Bern and Van that I am now ALSO into Y---. Dammit.
*sigh* Just when I thought I have already got my butts out of that section a year ago.
I swore not to touch anything to do with that and here I am back to where I started.
Great job, Rosie. *rolls eyes*
Anyway, Y--- is surprisly good. hahas.
But it all depends on the writer lar.
If they can describe, its makes your reading enjoyable and stimulating but if it doesnt.. hehs.
Those who read will understand what I am talking about.

Oops. I am supposed to go for Afternoon studies and that Tay was supposed to tutor me in E-maths but she is just sitting beside me playing the com. Kwel heh. But I heard that J.teo is doing the rounds today. Hope she doesnt notice that I am not around. Oh wells. At times, I dont mind being treated as the invisible one.

Heard from the sec 4s that today is that last prelim papers. And they all looked so tired but relieved.
I wonder if I would be looking like them after my exams are done or will I be frowning and saying oh-man-i-regret-not-doing-this....

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

Gosh~
I feel like time has been moving by me very fast these few days. And all I do is just to stand there in the middle of things and see everything swoosh me by, everything going blur.

I have only about 15 days left to my first exam papers. I really dont know what I am going to do. Although I do have a planner all up but I have really started on it. You see, thats really silly of me. Thats cos I have the mind to know what I want to do but I just dont do it. Lack of discpline.

Have not been feeling well these few days. You see, after every time I eat, I feel like puking. Its like as if my stomache is very bloaty but I think that its just filled with air. hahas.

Ooooh.. today was very eventful. There was a surprised spot check cos Mrs Chu heard someone's hp beeped and so she wanted to check. Then that Chan, brought her discman to school. I just came back from the toilet when the check started and when I went back to my place Chan suddenly just turned to me and told me that her discman was in my bag. And guess who was the next one to get her bag checked? Yups, yours truly. It was damned funny cos I was shocked and was at my wits end. I mean, I dont want it to get confiscated rite? Hahas. Then I was hiding it under Vern's table, then my table, then Chan's table. Damned funny lar.

After that was a fire alarm and everyone went down in a rather neat order. Then when we reached there, it was very funny too cos everyone sitting in front of my class, namely Amanda, Chan and I was joking. Joking about everything, from the photocopying lady to our block being burnt down.

And after that was my SPA. It was HORRIBLE. I think I did everything wrong. -EVERYTHING-. It was really lame too cos the four of us were wearing the lab goggles and we all looked so funny. Hahas.

Wells, gtg now. Hope I will have enough time to do up my links again.

It's all about Me.

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Listening: All Saints - Black Coffee

Yeaps! My Dad's back from Vietnam *smiles* and he told me that his hp got stolen from right under his nose.
He said that there was this crippled begger that was following them (dad and the other shooters) on the streets for quite a distance and he was holding onto some big, straw hat.
He then came forward to ask my dad for some cash and when he did that, he held the straw hat on top of the pouch compartment where my dad keeps his hp and took it like that.
It prolly took my dad a few mintues later to realise that but it was too late.
That CRIPPLED mind you, was prob 5 miles away.
Anyways, my dad went to get a new hp and he shld be returning soon. Wonder what did he pick.

Saturday
Had a mock paper that I sat for during Maths tuition and it was damned easy.
The questions were like brief, basic ones.
I am very very sure that I can pass with a 35++/50.
If only the real paper was THAT easy.

Went for practice immediately once class ended.
3rd Sat was good, the worship was an okay for me. But there is something that hapened that will forever be engraved in my mind: What happened to Step.
I dont wish to eleborate on the subject but it makes me shudder everytime I think of it.

Anyways, my links are down. It seems that I have accidently deleted it when I was fiddling with my Template.
Oh wells, will try to get it back up.

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 19, 2003

I feel so lost.
Everything to me appears to be in a whirl.
I thought that we would be the same, together, always.
What happened?

It's all about Me.

Thursday, September 18, 2003

Easier To Run
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away noone could never see
wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
ld:::Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler to change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It’s so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

*smiles* .. *grins* ... *giggles*
Liana just commented that I was a FAKE

Anyways, this morning's PE was fun, fun, fun.
Did wall climbing.
That old, horrible, going-to-crumble-to-a-thousand-pieces located just outside the kitchen.
Realised that I was actually good at it! *blush*
But in the process, I scraped myself once then twice on both of left and right elbow. *winces* Pain ler.

Yaps, Chan is sick and she went home AGAIN.
Chan ah, pls take care of urself , k?
I mean, if you dont feel good in the morning, dont come to school ler.
Other people want to sleep in, you so eager to come.
Hahas. Take care kays.

*Sneezes* *Curses* Dammit, I am going to be sick soon.
Liana is like right beside me now, watching me type and correcting all my typos.
*argh* ...

Gtg now. Have that silly 'Afternoon Study' shits thing now.
Its so lame kays.
I mean, it doesnt really work on me.
I will probably spend that few hours sleeping on my desk. *argh*

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

*yawns* Feeling every tired now.
Anyways, today was quite fun in school.
Chan went crazy in the morning and she came singing the song from 'Happy Tree Friends' and it was so annoying that we got to ask her to ssshhh~ but it was damn funny esp. when she screamed.
Anyways, glad to see that she has recovered and that she has resumed her own happy, fun, smiley-all-day self.

Literature lesson today sucked.
Did my lit. homework but I didnt bring it.
So stupooid of me right?
Then I got sent out (with 17 others) as 'punishment'.
But it was funny cos Jerry, sam and Jane was there.
They were all joking.

Then CME was worst.
No, I didnt get sent out cos I brought my book but we had to copied what Mrs Low said.
It was like dictaction lors. And she said it until sooo fast.. Like choo-choo train.
Hahas, it was pretty amusing cos even time she stoped, every one in class sighed but as soon as she hinted that there was another paragraph, everyone gave her the -ohmans-another-paragraph-Dammit-Get-over-and-done-with-it- look.
Hahas, like I said, it was pretty amusing.

After that was the Afternoon study programme.
Yea know, I am kinda glad that we are having it.
Cos' I can at least get some work done there.
Hahas, sorry Amanda.. cos I kept irritiating you.

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It's all about Me.

Monday, September 15, 2003

Just doing a very fast blogging now.
Currently still in school in the only place that has free access of the computers - internet.
Erms. *liana waves hi*
Lets see..
Chan was sick this morning and she went home after the third period. Mmm... I am going to give her a call lata in the evenin to see how she's doing. *liana just commentd that I was sweet. Hehs*

Going over to the doctor's located across Sam's block later for the OBS check up that was required.
Nisha said that she received her tetnus(?) jab just last week and she complained that it hurts like hell and she even had a day's fever.
Gawd. I dont want to go through that kind of torture just to go for OBS.
But I just to do it cos I dont have a choice? Damns.

Oooh.. Mr Tan was NICE to me today when I passed the attendance sheet to him after school.
Okie, I am not trying to be sarcastic here but he used to chased me out of the AEP staffroom with the wave of his hand. I mean, I felt like he was treatin me like his dog.
Anyways, I just decided to put that down cos I am super bored now.
Currently waiting for that Sam Tay to finish with her stuffs so I can go and have my lunch.
And I am REALLY , REALLY hungry. Hahas.

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*blinks..blinks*
Wat..? me, getting a Fashion Designer of the Year Award ? Hahas. This is sooo retarded *rolls eyes and giggles*

It's all about Me.

Sunday, September 14, 2003

Sunday - Carnival at St Michaels
Woke up early this morning to go down to church with mom so she can help THEM set up the game stall.
Pls do not ask why I Bold the word 'them'.
Then attended the chinese mass which was S-L-O-W and erms boring. Hehs.
I know I sound evil here but I cant help it.
I am not exactly someone who is in touch with the chinese side of me. Hmm.. I am wondering, do I even have a chinese side IN me? That explains why I always fail the subject.

Then everything else became a blur.
One moment, I was eating and drinking. The next I was sitting down at a random chair to stone. And the next, I was being chased about by some people whose name is not worth mentioning.
Anyway, came back home at 12.45pm, took my long-awaited bath and zonked out on my lovely bed.

Saturday
Watched 'Pirates of the Caribbean' with hans, siti and sarifa(?)
It was amazingly good. I was thinking 'Hmmm, this sounds like a lame show, probably it wouldnt be worth spending two hours in the threater warming the seat'
But it turned out to be good, really good.
Johnny Depp's acting was humorous and witty. and at the same time abt sissified lar.
He's the kinda of guy (the character he plays as, Jack) always sees the bright side of things and he never gives up. Hhmmm. proabbly can learn things from him.

AFter that, went to Far East to pierce my ear.
It was a job that was quick and easy.
Mom saw it, but she didnt say much. Hehs.
Anyway, its not really a big deal for my side.
Hans, If you are readig this, I am sorry. Cos I feel kinda partly responsible for urs. I mean.. I shouldnt have brought up the whole ear piercing issue. Shouldnt have you interested in it. Sorry.

Tmr is the startin of a new week. A new school week.
The holidays just flew past like that. So depressing.
Only about 4 weeks more til my exams.
I really dont want history to repeat itself. I dont want to be beaten back to square one like the beginning of this year. Seriously, I'm scared.
Anyway, since dad is still in Cypus til monday and then later off to thailand(?), I will have to go to school by bus in the mornings and that means I will have to wake up at 5.30am in the morning.
Sighs. *wines* Daddy, can u come back like.. now?
Hahas.
Btw, I want a new layout. *grins*

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 12, 2003

Had quite a day today.
Went to Macs in the morning to meet up with the team members to talk abt our video and everything went smoothly.
Rachel drank 3 cups of coffee and so I was kinda scared that she would go on coffee high or sugar high, but glad nothing happened. *Phew~

After that, met with Liana and went over to her dad's house.
And man. Am I impressed when I met him.
Liana did tell me that her dad was a whiz and at first I didnt quite believe it.
But after speaking to her dad, I am blown away.
He was very nice.
He even lent me his macromedia software.
Wheeeww~ Now I can learn how to work dreamweaver, flash, coldfushin, fireworks and freehand. Haha.

Went to meet Jess and went to Kallang after that.
They wanted to ice skate, but I didnt want to. (Yes yes.. I was being the cold blanket...)
So we were walking around and we saw the bowling alley and went in..
and each of us bowl three rounds.
Gawd. My scores were bbbbaaadddd...
Out of the three games, I only managed to score 101 for only one game.
Thats pathetic.
The rest were less than 90! *sweatdrops*

Then Jess had to leave earlier for some birthday party and so Liana and I decided to go for a joy ride and rode to Marine Parade's Library.
NIce place, I'll say.
Sat there drinking Starbucks's Mocha and we chatted on some stuff.
Oh man.
I realised I cant really take sweet sweet food.
When I had the first few sips, it was so sweet that I flinched. Haha.
But after a while, I got to use to it.

What a day, no? haha.

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

Rite. Its been rather long since I have last blogged.
Life has been mundane for my these few days.
Only went out with Mom to grab a few stuffs since dad took off for Cypus.
Speaking of which, I pray that my dad is doing okay there.
His stomach is fond of getting diahorrea when he eats spicy food.
Haha. But i dont think Cypus has much spicy food.
Anyway, after that he is coming back for a day and leaving for Thailand for another game.
*sighs*

Have not done any revision but managed to finish my Chinese and SS hmk.
I realised I cant study alone.
I tend to wonder far off.
*sighs*

Oh man. Can I quit sighing?

It's all about Me.

Sunday, September 07, 2003

----------------- HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Nopez
* Missed school B/coz it was raining: I was drenched cos I ran thro the rain to get it sch! (Read Blog)
* Ever put a body part on fire for amusement: Figuratively, yes. Literally, no way!
* Kept a secret from everyone: Yes.
* Had an imaginary friend: Does fanasizing about idols count? Then yes.
* Cried during a Movie: Haha. Yups.
* Had a crush on a teacher: Which sex are you referring to?
* Ever thought an animated character was hot? Animated=Fake. For all the fans of animation out there, sorry.
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: *blur look*
* Been on stage: haha. Yups.
* Cut your hair: Durrh....

------------------FavORITES------------------
* Shampoo: Anything that does not cause hair damage has does not have the frangrace of fruits.
* Soap: Dettol
* Color: Anything, BUT bright colours like orange, pink & BRIGHT yellow
* Day/night: Night. Its more cooling
* Summer/Winter: Summer, if i'm still single. Winter, if I have a bf *winks*
* Lace or satin: Errs..
* Fave animation: No favs.
* Fave Food: I'm picky when it comes to food.
* Fave Movie: Anything that can stir emotions out of me.
* Fave Ice Cream: Vanilla flavoured. (*Sings* Toke au hodo ni, Bokuwa... kimino... Ba-Ni-La)
* Fave subject: *Cheeky laughter*
* Fave Drink: Plain water.
* Fave persons to talk to online: Anyone who simply too bored online.

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: White shirt with sesame street's 'big bird' character printed on it & Mickey Mouse shorts. Okie, Now wipe that grin of your face.
* Hair: Let down.
* I'm feeling: Pretty fine.
* Eating: *stomach growls*
* Drinking: Plain water.
* Thinkin bout: The never-ending questions that I am asking.
* Listening to: 3 Doors Down - Away From the sun
* Talking to: My fingers are doing the typing.

-------------IN THE PAST 24 HOURS----------------
* Worn a skirt: Yups. Just this morning for classes.
* Met someone New: Yups. A whole classroom of them.
* Cried: *sighs*
* Cleaned your room: Nopes.
* Done laundry: Nopes.
* Drove a car: I'm only 16 this year. What do you expect?

--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
* Yourself: Ers.
* Your friends: Some selected few?
* Santa Claus: As much as I believed in the 'God Of Fortune', nopes
* Tooth Fairy: I reckon that she isnt as pretty as everyone says so.
* Destiny/Fate: Maybe.
* Ghosts: How can I not? Weird and strange things DO happen.
* UFO's: Suprising yes. But more like external life that human beings have yet to discover and probably wont.

-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Like anyone?: Wellz. Not confirmed yet? Haha. I'm pretty unsure myself.
* Who's the loudest: errs.
* Who's the weirdest: Unmistakely Tsu and her tusbakimovement. Errs. Understand? Nvm. Private joke.
* Who do you go to for advice?: Errs.
* Who do you cry to?: No one?
* When you cried the most: When I am depressed? I mean, that's expected rite?
* What's the best feeling in the world: Being loved!
* Worst feeling: A cast off.

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 05, 2003

Got my OBS form just now during the meeting after school.
But I dont know whether I should go for it or not.
I have been yearning to experience OBS for as long as I can remember.
But when I was sitting in the hall just now, I felt so 'small' - inferior.
Sam says that I lack confidence, I have a feeling its something else.

Saw Belle and Veron doing there pots after I am done with AA in the art room.
Belle added blue poster paint to her entire head and it looked funky on her.
She asked if I wanted it, so I thought she was kidding and I nodded my head.
Haha. She was serious and she did a little for me. A little only.
Then we walked out of sch and this ah-mong lady saw belle's hair and asked her about it.
lolz (quote from Chan). was so funny.

One week holiday starts from next week.
I'll try to work instead of slacking.
TRY... lar.

It's all about Me.

Thursday, September 04, 2003

Got off early at about 12.40pm today cos Ms Yeo was so nice to let us.
Then when we were walking out by the backgate, we (Nisha, Amanda & me) suai suai met up with the Indian teacher.
She asked us where we were going?
And Nisha replied in Indian that we were going to the other block to see Mac Low.
She didnt seem to believe us cos we were wearing our bags and stacks of books and we do look like we are going home.
So when we pretended to walkto the other block.
Nisha and I were quite scared if any teacher 'caught' us and acuse us of playing traunt.
but guess who we met up with when we were reaching the bustop?
Ms Yeo herself!
We calrified matters and she seemed to be in a hurry so we said goodbye.

Anyway, my day was very slack.
Didnt have MT and Lit lessons.
We did compre for English and that was easy.
wellz. That was my day. Hows yours?

Got this poem from my e-mail. I think its sweet. Read on.

To realize
The value of a sister:
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to
Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the
Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Time waits
For no one. Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with
someone special.

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

Rushy Rushy day for me.
Mr Tan called for a last minute formal photoshoot today through the PA after school at the aep lab.
The funny thing was that only about 1/4 of the students were there for it.
And he was damned pissed at sth else.
And so he gave us all his very famous 'black' face.
Stupid teacher.
He ordered me to do some stuff for him.
What the nerve!
Even my parents dont order me around.
And he's so rude, like the other Tan. Argh.
Why cant our school afford better and more POLITE teachers around?

Oh yea. I almost forgottern.
I played badmintion with TJL and Amanda during PE.
It was fun, fun, fun
Despite what other ppl usually say of TJL, of how evil and stern she can be, I think she' nice.

Walked out of school with Veronica.
She's really nice!
We chatted alot.
What did we talk about?
Hahaz. Cant tell. Its a secret!
Anyway, she's a nice girl.
I didnt excatly like her at first but now I do.
Wellz, i dont exactly really like anyone based on first impression.
Supposed to go to OJ, but she didnt want.
So I had strawberry cornflakes for lunch instead.

Oh well. GOt to go and take my bath now.
Must rush to church after it.
*sigh* still got lit to finish.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

[Listening to : X Japan - Crucify my love (Instrumental)]
Today was quite fun.
Met up with Liana and she waited for me in the library for about a few hrs cos she had no paper today but she came to school to hand in her art piece and she waited for me in the library. *aaww.. so sweet* Anyway, I would like to mention that I am proud of her cos I saw her cutting and she did it flawlessly, and she managed to hand it in on time too! Good O'l Liana

I was drenched this morning from the heavy downpour when I was walkin to school this morning after getting off my dad's vehicle. I thought I could brisk it through since it was just a short distance but it was raining really heavily and the stupid part was that there were three kinds of protection that I could use in my dad's van :
1. Umbrella
2. Rain coat
3. A huge piece of cardboard
but I chose not to take anyone. Stupid me rite? hahahaz.
Then my shoes and socks were extremely wet. Til now, my shoes are still damp.
Oh. I would like to mention that a girl offered to shelter me with her umbrella when I was walking in, I didnt catch her name but all I know is that she was from 4/4. Tat was very nice of her.

Then during lit, chan and I were writing letters to each other.
We were always attempting to pass the letter and almost every time when it is about to get off my hands, JT will turn her head.
Chan & I wouldnt stand it, so we laughed. Wait. More like giggled. hahaz
Then while JT was setting up her laptop, she was rather impatient cos she really wanted the thing to start working. And so she was fussing abt the projector and that it didnt show anything.
So, the implusive me didnt use my brains to THINK before I SPEAK, and I said 'Can someone please tell her to wait (for the projector to warm up).'
I said it sooo loudly. Everyone heard it and laughed.
Oh man. I didnt know where to hide my face.
Thank God she didnt say anything or even look my way. *phew~*
But she wasnt angry or anything. She's nice. I like JT! hahaz.

JJ was being hilarious in class today, again.
She kept trying to flatten her front bunny teeth by knocking her correction tape against it.
Then there was this crack-crack sound when she did it.
She even said loudly that she would like to go to the tech. workshop and using the file to straighten it.
Damned funny. Couldnt stop laughing.
And it was Mrs. Kunna's math lesson.
Thank God she nv looked tis way, or i'll die.

I'm all crazy now.

Eee.. just spoke to Shaun. Seems like he has reach back home safe and sound. *clasps hands together and thanks God* well. thats all for now..

It's all about Me.

Monday, September 01, 2003

I tink I am going to be sick.
Can feel it coming, like impending doom.
Had a horrible sore throat this morning and I could barely talk.
Only after taking some medication and having a nap, did I feel better.

Oooh no.
Tmr's Tuesday and that means we will have PE.
Took my height and weight last week.
Both are still the same.
When I told Chan of my weight, she gave me this totally weird disbeliving look.
Then I askd her why is she lookin at me this way... she said,
'To see whether you have a tummy or not.'
Funny sia.
U mean I dont look what I weighed?
Dont u know that our uniforms make us look fat?

Mom's so nice.
She just went out with dad.
But before that, she steamed pomfret fish with fishcake and button mushrooms.
Yum. All my favourite ingredients whipped into one dish.
Wellz, I shall go and dine now.

6.45pm -
I just got a call from Shaun and he is leaving today without even meeting me.
He said he'll meet me.
Dammit. Now I got to wait for another half a year before we can even hear each other's voices.
I felt so lost when I heard his sad voice.
Nearly teared. Okie, who am I kidding?
I cried.

It's all about Me.