Muster.Your.Courage

Sunday, October 26, 2003

Sunday, October 26, 2003

Happy Thought Of The Day
something interesting took place in the children's class today.
Auntie Agnes was just telling the children about the obligation day All Soul's Day that is coming this friday
then one of the children quipped:''I am going to pray for my fish."
Then Auntie Agnes said:''Pray for your fish...? ''
She started telling all the children that only human souls goes to heaven when they are gone.
Because the child was naive and he still didnt understand after the explaination,
he said:''Is there a fish heaven?''
Ah.. the innocence of a child.
Wish I could be like that.

It's all about Me.

Saturday, October 25, 2003

Zhang shan wei was in town for two days and I went for one of his autograph sessions today.
Wells, I didnt go SPECIALLY for it, i just happened to be there with mom.
Anyways, mom wanted to see him so we got to a spot where it was empty.
Actually, it was no big place, just standing beside the big pot but there was allowance to the stage
but it soon got so crowded.
Anyways, managed to see him (wei) and he sang two songs.
Oooh.. during both songs, he was looking this way,
probably even looking at me but i dont really care.
Thats quite a feat considering that he wouldnt even want to lay eyes this way
cos in order to do so, you must turn 180 degrees.
Anyways, I dont see anything special about him.
He is like all of us human beings,
made of flesh and blood,
produced the same way like the rest of us
yet he is idolised and worshipped.
Sorry to say but from what I see, his length of fame wont last long.
he's much too honest. haahhs...

ooh. my obs is in two days time.
quite excited but i dont want to get myself all hyper over it.
really hope that it is mobile instead of residential.
somehow or rather, trekking sounds a lot better than running rounds in the morning.

Watched X-Men revoulation this morning and I can conclude something:
I am STILL crazy over x-men.
Esp. that angel guy.
He's soo cute and built.
Its like a full package on displayed with an added bonus: the beautiful, white wings.
I really really love X-men, totally cool.
Hahahas.

FOund something interesting, give it a read:

Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

It's all about Me.

Thursday, October 23, 2003

--- explict entry. Dont read it if you cant stand vuglarities ---

Okie. I was about to write a pageful of vuglarities because staying at home
for three whole days can easily drive one up the wall.
But it so happened that the caring william played one of my favourite songs- superman (by five for fighting) to cheer me up over winamp.
Mmmm ... thats sweet of him, dont you agree?
Thanks a lot william.
I feel a whole lot better.
But that does not cure everything. After all, it has been three fucking *oops* days.
I want to get out of this house.
I want to play badminton... drink coffee. ANYTHING! argh.
and I want archives.

It's all about Me.

Monday, October 20, 2003

What a productive day I had today.
Went over to Glorieo's hse to do a little spring cleaning.
It was funny because she was screaming at herself everytime
she found something that was hidden away for quite sometime.
For example: she found her black pen that was under her bed
and she exclaimed saying that
she needed an extra pen for today's examination. hahas.

After that, Glorieo told us to break for a little while
and while we were sitting at the sofa near the door,

she suddenly brought out this mirco-mini blue skirt and tight pink(?) sleevless top for Chan to try on.

The latter refused and refused and then Glorieo
took out this pair of high heels and... wait. I dont know if I should say this, later Chan will kill me.

hahas. But both incidents were so hilraious that I was rolling on the floor with laughters.

then went over to Chan's hse and while on the way there,
she was being sacrastic and I dont know why but I was laughing like crazy.
She was making comments about this wheelchair that she claims she sees an old, frail grandmother sitting in it

when in fact,
its actually folded up. And I laughed.

Then we saw this young girl with a rather deflated red, heart-shaped balloon that was connected with a plastic stick. She was biting on the end of the stick
and Chan sarcastly said:'As if that will inflate the balloon... and I laughed.

Thirdly, there was some circular markings on the concrete floor
and she said that there were aliens
because these markings resemble that of space ship's.
and I laughed.

Lastly, there was this painting on the wall and Chan said that one of them looks constipated.
and I laughed.

I mean.. I think I am sugar high or sth. Hahaahs.

Mmm.. would like to thank Chan for lending me her stuffies. *huggles*

It's all about Me.

Sunday, October 19, 2003

*yawns* ... Salmon breath.
Damned. I have yet to brush my teeth.
Went to Carrefour just now and bought S4.50 worth of salmon sushi and savour each one of them. *yum*

Its the end of my exams!
I am now offically a free man!
Wahoo~ No one late nights (besides spending my time on the com like now) and no more mugging.
Man. How can life can any better then this?

Sam Tay, I hate ya!
Just the other day, she was telling me that she was going for a job interview that will get her $5.50/hr.
That is like sooo unfair!
At least she will get an income while I am just going to lazy around at home and survive on cup noodles.
I want a JOB....

It's all about Me.

Thursday, October 16, 2003

I am sooo going to fail my Biology Paper.
I opened the script and simply stared at it for a few mintues before lifting up my pen to start to answer the Qns.
The reason why I stared at it is not because
it was so easy that I would pass with an eye closed,
but because even with two eyes open.. I Still CANNOT pass it!
Oh Gods....!

Oooh.. Oohh...
They are coming over tomorrow.
Mans. Cant wait.. hahas.
First time got people from school come my house.
WHICH reminds me.. I got to clean up my house a little.
I have like a pair of two weeks old soiled socks on my table
and an left-over pizza box from two days old under my bed...
Hahas. Okie.. I was kidding.
But If that would ever happen, my mom will strangle me.
Besides I am scared to sleep with ants crawling around.
Hahass...

It's all about Me.

Friday, October 10, 2003

Screams... Shouts
Aaahh... Its friday.
Its finally friday.
A little rest time for me...

Today was lit and e-maths.
Trust the teacher to arrange for two of the most brain wrecking subjects to be tested on the same day.
Anyways, gave my all for the both of them.
E-maths was okay.
Can tick gam tick gam (play-play) a little bit here and there.
Lit was pretty good.
Was writing non-stop for the whole paper.
I was like sighing for every other sentence I have writtern
cos I was cursing and complaining and wondering
why cant we use the computer to write out
our answers instead of using pen?
I mean, it will be faster and more efficent.
The teachers will also have a better time marking our scripts.
They will not have to squint at our messy handwriting
which gets worst every single line thereafter
cos our fingers gets really tired and we end up scribbling instead of writing.
See! Its has more advantages.
Stupid, stupid, stupid....
Anyways, pray that I will have good results lar. *grins*

Went out with Glor and Chan after that
and shopped around.
Was fun but damn tiring.
Anyways, met up with a few other ppl and lovely Jack passed me her biology notes.
I mean, thats so sweet of her.
I didnt ask her or anything, she just gladly lent it to me.
Hahas... got to repay her kindness some other time.

See ya around. my dinner's waiting for me...

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

Its pouring outside and I am all cold inside.
Partly because I am in the library and partly because I feel so betrayed (?)
Okie.. I am feeling down again.
Wells, lets talk about chinese.
I think that two hours of my paper isnt enough.
Wells, at least not for this year's composition and letter writing.
I didnt manage to finish in on time.
And no, I wasnt wondering elsewhere during the paper,
my mind was reeling every second
but there just wasnt enough time.
Cos we were arranged in registed no,
Claire was sitting beside me.
Ayioh, she's like super lazy.
Never study for chinese then she was sleeping.
Jo Teo came in to relieve the class and saw her.
She slapped her so bad on her arm to wake her up from her slumber. There was this loud plak!
Hahas. Very amusing lar.

Then for our SS paper.
That stupid Indian teacher came in to watch us.
She is the most IRRITATING and muddle-headed teacher in this entire world.
I mean she collects our papers NOT in an orderly manner,
then she misses my roll
and she stuffs other student's papers under her armpits.
Weird, stupid weird teacher.

I need and love every single part of you.
I love your sensual touch,
your butterfly kisses,
I love it when you whisper to me,
your sweet-nothings,
and your promises of fulfilling nights ahead.
Cant you hear and see my need?
The desperation,
the yearning.

I want you, right beside me, right in me.

7.51pm
I did the most stupid thing before mass.
I got high.
Yups, you heard me right.
I got high.. right before mass.
Which induced a lot of problems during the mass.
I made more than three mistakes.
Screwed up the whole thing. *ARGH*

It's all about Me.
Thursday, October 02, 2003

Thursday, October 02, 2003

I am just a pig at times.
Went home early today hoping that I could do some studying,
but ended up sleeping away the whole afternoon.
To be specific - from 4.30pm - 7.30pm.
Yups. Now I feel so wide awake, but dont have the mood to study. *whacks self*

Oooh.. going to watch PoTC tmr with a few others over at Gloria's hse.
Kekeke.. cant wait.
It would be my second time watching that film.
Not that I mind.. nopes. Not at all.
I mean... Jonny Depp is sooooo funny.
I want to watch it over and over and over again.

I had my great mood-swing deep during recess, again.
Due to some reasons which I dont wish to blog.
Anyways, thank God for Tay.
Dont know where I would be without her.
Thanks Tay!
*giggles* - she hates me calling her that

lalalala~
I feel like going silat. Should I?

It's all about Me.
Wednesday, October 01, 2003

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

Time: 1205
Just feel like adding in an entry now.
And no, I am not in school now.
"why?"u ask.
Woke up this morning and felt that I have been deprived from sleep for the whole week and zonk back to bed.
Weird? Dont think so.
Did that a couple of times.

Anyways, stay back with Liana yesterday.
And while she was doing her art in the art room, I was sleeping.
At first, I laid my forehead on my arms to sleep.
Then I realise that it was cutting my blood circulation off my arms so
I just lined three chairs in a line and slept on it horizontally.
Pretty nice. Considering the fact that it was quite comfortable and the fan was just right above me.

Then before that, we had a late lunch and we were just lazing around just outside when Mr Yups walked by.
We were chatting a little and just as he was about to walk off, I suddenly asked him,
'Mr Yups, do u own a car?'
Then he said,
'Ya. But it belongs to the bank.'
*blinks* *laughs*
He IS funny at times.

After this, i am going to start on my bio and geo.
And probably some chinese along with it.
Yupsss... then off to church. Its been two weeks.
TWO weeks. Think I am a little rusty liao.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
--Frank Outlaw

It's all about Me.