Muster.Your.Courage

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Saturday, January 31, 2004

I have set for myself a few goals that I wish to accomplish before I leave this world and one of them is to able to go hiking in a tropical rain forest. I wish to be surrounded by mother nature, to know and try my earnest to understand her works of wonder. I love the lush greenry and humidity that comes along with it. I yearn to hear the birds tweet their melodies and the movement of freedom. There will be nothing there that would constraint me except myself. Only then will I appreicate what I have now and not to take anything for granted.

Of course, Ihave other goals but I'll save those for another day.

It's all about Me.

Friday, January 30, 2004

Since Mac Low went for her form class's self awarness camp, we had to go to the hall to reharse for our play. They decided to change the person who was acting as Rodoflo. It was originally Vanessa but she didnt want to act so Amanda took over. Then now, they want Mun Whye to talk over Amanda. Sure, I dont mind having to act with Mun Whye and everything but I thought that it was rather mean of them to just switch Amanda like that. We barely ran through the first page and they did that. Dont they believe in giving her chances to prove her worth?

Had a -short- meeting with AA today and only the juniors came. Its not like I didnt tell the seniors that theyare supposed to come for the meeting. And this just simply shows that the juniors are the ones that are more keen. Anyways, called for a meeting after that and i didnt ecpect it to last for a few hours! We managed to do some planning and discussion for the CCA and that greatly pleases me. Hmm. At least, the year is kicking off rather well. Rememebered that Tan told me once personally that 'It is the activities that the comm. has to pull off to determine whether the the latter breaks or stays together. And that is usually the case when the comm. breaks.' Heys. I think that as a challenge for me and everyone else. I am absolutely, positivitly sure that we ARE going to pull it off til the end of the year. ganbtte! *pats self* Hahas.

Was supposed to go lessons in the evening but since my two other friends are not attending, i didnt have the mood to go. Come to think of it, I think it has been aboout three weeks since i have last stepped into the classrooms. Sighs. Seriously, I think I am losing interest in the language.

There is something which I have done and said in front of others and I am quite ashamed of it. I am feeling so gulity about it but I cant do anything about it. *grabs heart-shaped pillow from bed side, burries head in and sighs*

It's all about Me.

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Found this really funny joke in my Inbox. Do give it a read. No offence to the guys ah.

A man is dating three women and wants to decide which to marry. He decides to give them a test. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.
The first does a total makeover. She goes to a fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, purchases new make-up and buys
several new outfits, and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.

The man was impressed.

The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of STRONG golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on
him because she loves him so much.

Again, the man is impressed.

The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and
>reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.

Obviously, the man was impressed.

The man thought for a long time about what each woman had done with the money.

Finally, he married the one with the largest breasts.
Men are Men!!!

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Today was a pretty slack day in school. SS and Geo didnt come and so we had 4 periods free. Then Mr Armstrong came in to relief Jac Yip and he was fun-loving. he started making jokes about everything and he made us all laugh. Seriously, i am kinda of looking forward to his CME lessons. Oh. And I heard that Kunna is taking us for CME and when she does that, she would be talking to us about sex. Lols. I think that Kunna and sex do not go together. She will probably start giggling like a school girl. But what a halirious sight it would be, dont you think? I Cant's Wait.

Had biology practical after school. it was really slack all the way. The questions asked were really common sense and I didnt really have the heart to go and really do the experiment so I let Chan do almost all of it and I just merely copied her answers. Yes yes.. I know. I am being the lazy bum again. hahas.

Went to the com lab to print notes and in came sam and sarah. We played the com for a little while and then all five of us (+chan, gloria and pam) took the bus to the Mrt. Chan and Gloria went to buy their LOTR cards, sam, sarah and I walked to KFC to have late lunch. And guess who i saw there? My darling dearest Liana!! it was so cool to see her again. Really missed her any everyhting. anyways, she was hanging out with all her friends. So we ate and chat at the same time. Really miss the old times. *wipes tears from eyes* hahas.

Gay or Not Gay? by tashay17
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LOLS! ROFLS! HAHAHAHS... *clutches stomach*

It's all about Me.

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Have you ever done something which you know you will later regret?
I am already starting to regret.
That is all I have to say for this post.

It's all about Me.

Friday, January 23, 2004

I have always loved spending time alone at the window's sills. With the cool night breeze blowing in my face. The fingers of the wind would comb and tangle my hair as if it was doing a waltz together. I would take in a deep breathe of the crisp air and as it fills my hollow lungs, I could feel it cleansing my whole body. I would feel light and content when I am sitting and not want to move a single limb at all. In fact, how I wish I wans to just do that all night and hope that night never turns to day. Right. I am being sentimental. hmm.

Sometimes I really wonder if I have made the right decisions. I am not sure of what I am feeling inside and what I am doing on the outside. I realiy yearn to go back to the olden days when you do not occupy my thoughts. I used to be so content where I was before I met you again, before you came into my life again. What do i really want? I have no idea. Sometimes, I wish I didnt say 'yes' but then again, I might just regret it. No shite. What have I just got myself into?

Can someone please just burst my bubble or slap me?
i need to make clear decisions... before its too late.

It's all about Me.

Friday, January 23, 2004

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL *throws confetti around*
Spent the whole of today visiting all my long-lost relatives. Why the word 'long-lost'? Wells, It has been almost ...wat.. two years (?) since I last seen them. Yups. Didnt go visitng last year cos something cropping up. Anyways, it was really good to see the whole bunch of them again. To catch up with them and stuffs.

I love chinese new years. There are the ang pows to get, visitng of relatvies (or people whom you didnt even know you had your blood lines running through them cos it has been so looooong), new clothes, pretty make up, all smiles around... Not to mention all that glorious and wonderful food. Wells. Food is good if you dont abuse it. Lols. Apparently, I havnt been the good o'l girl .My mom keeps telling me not to eat too much fried and spicy food. BUt everytime she turns her back towards me, I would just stretch out my hand on whatever I can lay it on and pop it into my mouth. But now I kinda regret cos I have this weird feeling telling me that i am going to go down with a terrible sore throat soon. hmm. *cough cough* Better go and take some cough drops before I turn in today.

A lot of things have been going through my mind lately and I am pretty confused about them. Be in school work or personal life. Actually, sad to say, its mostly my personal life. I like the way things are right now but I know I still have to improve on it. I sometimes hate to give in but yet I must learn to compoomise. I dont like to be restrain to just someone. I prefer to soicalise around and make more friends. I mean. You got to see things with an open mind and not just judge whateva you see without looking at both sides of the story. Anyways. That was just blabbering. Dont mind me.

Oh. Did i mention in my blog before that I bought a batch of roses? I hand picked on three different colours: Maroon, white and pink. I have loved roses all my life. And its a real pity that roses only has a very short life span. My dad had to cast away two stalks today becuse it was dying. *boo hoo hoo*. Heart pain lar. See my roses in the bin. Anyways, I wanna go and grab somemore. *smiles*

It's all about Me.

Monday, January 19, 2004

Just scraped that last entry. Have decided to post a new one for two reasons:
1. The last entry was crapped and I wrote it merely because I was utterly bored out senseless
2. I have decided to do something that I could improve meself.

Lets see. I have just came out with a new new year's resolution. I have decided to stop all my vuglarities and hand signs. No, I am serious. I mean, after all I do have some kind of position in the school and I am -suppose- to be a role model for all my juniors. I mean, how can I possibly disappoint all my peers and teachers? so, I have come to a conclusion.. I am going to be a good kid... atleast when I am in school. Lols. *toothy grin*

I might sound petty but I am nv going to step into the school's library for a very very long time. The reason being that no.1. I dislike the enclosed environment there. no2. It has a musty smell. no3. The libraries there are pretty rude to me. no4. The librarians there are bias (not like I really care lar.. but what the heck) and lastly no5. the teacher in charge there suxed big time. It is the same teacher that scolded amanda and chan about the libraries issue. She goes around scolding people just because they use the MSN. Kies. Proably the students shouldntuse that or any other forms of chatting. I think that sounds okay. But what with her asking me shut down when i was blogging? Do you see anything wrong with blogging? The conversaion went like this:

Place: Library
She stomps in, peers over my shoulders and asks:
She: What are you doing?
me: I'm Blogging.
She: is this for school or for private?
me: Private.
She: Is blogging required for your school work? Did the teacher ask you to go online to blog? Why are you blogging? do you know that you cant do this? You can only come to the library to research on your work. Is this your work?
me: no.
She: then getout of there.
Wells. That went pretty well. I mean.. afterall, she is the person in charge. What really infuriated me was what took place after that. This librarian (I presume who is a sec 2 or3) walked and stood beside my chair and demanded... DEMANDED, mind you for me to get out of the blogger.com webbie.
The conversaion went like this:

Librarian: Get out of the blogger website.
*stares at her*
Librarian: Get out of the blogger website now.
*continues staring at her and gave her a sarcastic smile*
Me: *tells her sarcastically* Is there a 'please' in that sentance?
Librarian: *stares back and me and says through gritted teeth* Can you please get off the website.

Lols. The joy of that. Humilating her in front of all her friends gives me great, great satisfication. Wells. And please. This simply shows that one MUST NOT try to be funny with me when I just got pissed off with a teacher. And peoples... please. be. nice. Lols.

It's all about Me.

Saturday, January 17, 2004

You have no freaking idea where I am right now. Not like I would tell you since I am supposed to keep it a secret. Anyways, am attending the leadership training and all I can say is that - Its utterly boring and senseless. Hmm.. why do I say that. Wells, its because I had been to numerous workshops before (no, I am absolutely not bragging here) and they all almost teach the same stuffs. Actually I should count myself blessed and lucky (sometimes) because I am exposed to more things in life compared to an average. *smiles* That also means that I am experienced. Lols.

Skipped Jap. language classes yesterday, again. Lols. Its not like i really detest the classes but they are down right BORING. The sensei talks too much and he just drawls on and on and on and on.. wells. You get the picture, dont you? Anyways, did something which I usually do before I turn into bed only that I did with QJ. Lols. And the best thing was that his face was so red. Right after one damn bottle. Then we went to meet Leon and MJ at TP. Then we were so worried about QJ when he alighted at his stop because he really looked and acted like a drunked. He couldnt even walk straight for pete's sake! really funny shit.

It's all about Me.

Friday, January 16, 2004

I had so much fun during F&N today. Wheee~ We baked cookies for the old folks home. Everyone was running around the kitchen busying with the task assigned to them. They were either standing guard at the beaters to ensure that the mixture beat well or they were rolling the dough to form into a ball. Some piped while others lined the trays with paper cups. Really fun. We were like the cookie baking factory and Mrs Tan was the boss of the company. Wells, she bossed in a nice sort of way.

Then someone bought down this digital cam and I volunteed to be the camera girl. It was fun fun fun fun!! I love to take pics of ppl. Esp. when they are unaware of it. Its all the better that way because the pic will turn out to be a natural. Oh. Then Mrs Tan wanted to take a pic of Aud and me when we were at the oven. So we had to pretend and we squat down for so long while Mrs Tan was there figuring out how to operate the camera. Lols. All the while, Aud and I were complaining like crazy. Hahas. Serously, I have nv felt so happy and carefree in the kitchen before. How I wish that every lesson would be the same.

Should I go for lessons or not? I am so lazy to even get out of my chair least get dressed and then step out of the house. Besides someone has asked me out...! *grins*

It's all about Me.

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Tuning: 3 Doors Down -

Ah! Its only the second week of school (not counting that extra friday when we had to return to school and after that was the weekends) and I feel like it's already the month October. What I am trying to say here is that when I was in sec three, I was not this busy until the later part of the year. But then again, it might because I slacked a lot and took everything for granted. *sighs*

After being in school for about 6+ hours, I shall conclude that today is just not my day. I got so de-moralized when I saw what I got for my English compo when I got it back. It is my very first compo of the year and yet I flunked it. I seriously doubt that I am capable of churning out good essays esp. descriptive ones. It seems that the problem lies with the fact that i do not read enough books. Lols. With the genre of books that I am interested in, do you think that they would have good descriptive wordings in them? I hardly doubt so. Anyways, I am determined to prove to *her* that I am able to excel in english. So... does anyone have any good books to intro to me?

The english is one thing. The other is the whole CCA sec one ori thing. Even up to now, there is still some clearing that we have to do. It seems like someone got some lecturing and they are not happy with it. Spoke to TJL about it and now I feel a lot better. No, it was not I that did it, some other CCA. Shall not mention anything here cos they might complain that I black list them. Anyways, when I was speaking to TJL, she told me something quite shocking. and then she said something really sweet to me. Wells. Shall not say anything since I did promise her to keep it just btw the both of us. *grins*

Oh. And during one of the lessons (gomen, cant remember), I got really bored and passed Chan my yellow diary and told her to do some drawings in it. Lols. She started to draw some really chibi-fied pictures and it was harlious. Thanks Chan! *huggles*

Righty. Better go and do my Tution homework. Am having my tuition in 2 hrs time.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Tuning into: digitallyimported.com - ChillOut

Right now I am feeling extremely gulity. I read through all my other friends blog and they are all complaining of lack of sleep, stress level being very high, vexed etc. And here I am, enjoying my life. Not studying, not revising. Instead, I spent most of my time sitting in front of the com and wasting my time on things that probably are time-wasters. Lols. Does it like even make sense? I am such a lazy bum, dont you think so? lazy lazy lazy. All i do is eat and sleep.. and play com. sighs. I better get something done before it is too late.

Anyways, I dont really like that Ms chow. Her english lessons cant seem to help me in my english. Even up to now, I still wish that Mrs Alex could be our teacher. Her lessons are interesting and fun.. Mrs Alex doesnt just teach and teach and blabber like most teachers, she actually makes you think and laugh. And most of all, I actually enjoy her lessons. With Ms Chow, I find her annoying. Yes. Annoying AND irritating. Even some of my friends agree to that. Oh wells.

The principle going to come into class on friday during the CME period to talk to us. A long and lengthy pep talk, no less. I can even predict what she is going to say. First, she is going to encourage us by telling us stories about past students that failed since god-knows-when but did very well for their O levels because they are willing to put in effort. Then she is going to give us HER expectations of us. Be it as a class or as an individual. And then she is going to give us stress. Yups. I think thats about it. Lets see whether she will say all that on friday. I'll update later.

It's all about Me.

Monday, January 12, 2004

had this super weird dream last night. Although I cant excatly remember all the details, I can at least recall quite well the people who were in it.

This is how it went:
Was walking beside my dad along this river canal. The waters were murky and green in colour. Then suddenly I saw this dead body lying in the river bed. so I shouted and asked my dad to take a look. Appearently, my dad must have gotten his fishing bag along with him because he swung it out and took a fishing rod and started fishing the dead body out(?). That guy was wearing some sort of school uniform and I was recoiling in horror when I suddenly saw another body who were also in the river, lying vertically from the boy. At first i thought I saw her wearing the IJ uniform but when my dad slowly fished it up, the colour of the uniform became lighter but I turned my head because I didnt want to see a dead girl's facial expression. I mean.. chotto kowaii desune! But before i turn my head away, I did see her wearing specs and with her hair, a tied pony tail. In fact, looking back, I have this eerie feeling that girl looked something like me! *shivers*

Then the press came along with the policemen. The latter came towards my dad and told him that he needed to stay back for questioning. So I stayed back too. and it seems like there were more witnesses along with us. Strangly, as I was sitting there, I noticed Keenan (Yes, keenan) was sitting behind me. He started to questioned me .. 'what do you think the parent would think if their daughter were to stay back a year in their studies? Would they be upset? Angry? What do you think?' Somehow, I got really fed of what he said and I blew up. I said this firecely through gritted teeth: 'Of course the parents would be upset. And it does not feel good to retain because I had been there once. I hate being a retaine and it sucks big time. And oh, just in case you havnt figured out that i am a retainee, YES I am ONE!' With that, I turned my head and there I saw Toro (from Energy...?). No, I have nothing against him whatsoever but its not like hes my idol or anything.
And things got even weirder. I felt right to see Toro. ThenI faintly recalled marrying him (?) not to long ago. So we were like a couple. Anyways, I got him to walk with me to the nearby toliet and I started to tell him this, "toro. We are a married couple. But I do not feel like a wife. A complete woman. When are you going to make me one?" I looked at him straight in the eye and he just shrugged? Oh Gods.

Okies. That is basically the hightlights of my dream. Dont you think its weird? After giving it much thought, I realised that the events that happened in the dream is some how a reflection of my thoughts. Like for example:

River canal: i was walking by a river yest. when i was going to my tutor's hse. And I was commenting to myself while walking that it was so green and murky and it was giving off a pungent odour resembling that of a corpse. So I guess thats where the river in the dream came from.
Fishing: i always connect the activity fishin with my father. And a few weeks ago, I found out that one of my friends like to fish too. So i think it brought back old memories.
girl whom I thought were wearing the IJ uniform: Probably things are going a littl too fast paced for me in school. it seems like I coulnt cope with it and thus explains the 'drowing' part.
keenan: Sorry keenan that you had to be part of a bad dream like this. But I have no idea how you came in. Probably because I saw u on sat and you did ask me if I was ok. So your action must have something to do with the questioning. Heh...
Toro: Like I said, I HAVE NO FREAKING idea. Lols. Oh wait. I think I know where that came from. Iwas watchin this MTV of one of energy's song and I was observing Toro while he was doing his act. That must have been where it came from.
The 'when I am going to be a wife' part: Lols. need I say more? that obviously came from one of the scenes frommy lit bk. Lols. Really lols.

Righty. I hope I didnt scare off anyone of you with this horrible dream. Even until now, I am still quite shaken by it. I really hope that there is no 'Part II' this evening when I sleep.

It's all about Me.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Dido - Life For Rent

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...
- lyrics obtained from www.lyrics.co.nz

Went out with Sam, Leon and Hans yesterday.
Thank God I did that. Cos' if i didnt, i'll probably go crzy.

Today's sec one ori went well. Tan even praised us saying 'you girls did a good job. Tell that to the rest of the girls. Keep it up.' Right. You might think that it is no big deal for a passing remark like that, but to us, that is not JUST a passing remark. It's a praise that Tan hardly use on any AA planning. He also says that we are ALWAYS doing last min work (not that I disagree with him) but for this sec one ori, we planned it and carried it out pretty well. And I am actually quite pleased with at least 30 names on the sign up sheet. Wells. Compared to Girl Guides, weare of no comparison because from what I know, the last time I checked, they had like 70 over ppl that signed up. Girl Guides, they have a big organisation so they can afford all that ppl. But for AA, we have limited resources and all we need is just a handful of dedicated students who are willing to put in the effort and that is all we ask for. Okies. Im just blabbering and lols, I just realised that I am sounding more and more like Tan~! *Eeeks!*

It's all about Me.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Woah. I got myself into playing a lead actressfor the upcoming lit wk. NOt something to be extremely proud of since everyone didnt want to do it, so they jsut decided to pick me. And I just flipped through the book, there is one kissing sc and one 'sex' scene. Or the mention of it lar. it will be so embrassing.And not to mention, I have to cry two times! To cry at will isnt something I can easily accomplish since I only tear for special ppl are special times. Not at will! And to think of that whole junk of sentences that I will have to memorise by hard! Such tedious work..! I dont even know whether I would have the time to go and do taht. Kinda busy these few days (and it is only the fith day of school, mind you). Got to settle the CCA stuffies, plans. Got church to go to, commmitments that I have to abide to. And this play coming up. Mmm. I think I am under pressure and stress. Lols. Thats new cos you dont usually put the word 'stress' and 'Jaez' together. It DOES not connect. Lols...

After school, Chan had to go for her meeting and so Nisha and I were waiting and doing some administration stuffs. THen we arranged and went with Chan to popular to grab some stuff. By the time i reached home, it was already 3.50pm. And I remembered that I had an appointment with the docs at 4.10pm. Yups. As you can guess, I was rushing around the house like mad. But thank God I managed to get there not on time, but 5 mins late, ONLY. So anyways, my time came and blah blah blah. And the next thing I know, I am back home again and sitting by the desk to finish up all the assignments. Teachers can be quite cruel at times. They pile us with so much homework everyday. One subject after the next. And I have not even started the REAL complaining yet!

Wells. It seems like I have been running in and out of the house and returning to home late leaves me no time for sub's revision. Come home, do hmk, play alittle of com, got to sleep. Thats my life once I come home. Routines again!

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

I seriously need to get a life.
My life is so boring and its all planned out.
If you know me well enough. You know know that I detest routines but i like to plan.
This is my daily routine:
6.15am - Rise and shine.
Would dragged my feet off my comfy spot on the bed and wash up.
7 plus - Reach school
Blah blah blah.. lesson starts.
Everything is monotous from 7.30am to 2 pm.
Then its either meetings or I go home.
Reach home, wash up and refresh myself.
Then I am either out of the house or I sit down and do hmk.
10 plus- I sit in front of the com, log on to irc and wait for ppl to chat with me.
12 - I turn in.
And then the whole boring routine starts from the top again.

Now. Do you want to swap lives with me for a day?
I need a new plan soon or I will die of boredom.

Alghty. Went for AA meeting today.
it went quite well although I hate to admit this but I wasnt paying full attention all the time.
All that was going through my mind was 'sleep. Rose, you need sleep'.
And so I was sitting there and trying to twist my mech. pencil to fight my way to keep me awake but I keep droppin the damn thing. Then Tan was staring at me. He asked me what I was doing and I replied 'twisitng the pencil' and he said something like 'you keep doing that and I will stuff ttat pencil up into your nosils' O.o.
I was a bit shocked when I heard that.
That was because I didnt expect something like that to come out from his mouth. Oh wells.
It WAS just a simple by-passed remark. Musnt take it to heart.

Anyways, call a girl from the sec 3 level jsut now to discuss about the sec 1's ori and she gave me that i-dont-give-a-shit-about-what-you-say-because-i-only-belive-in-myself attitude. When I spoke to her, I felt like sliting her throat - literally. I was trying so hard to get my pt across to her and there she is trying to reject whatever I am saying. And that always (wells, not ALWAYS but sometimes) happens to me.Are you guys tring to tell me that I talk useless and senseless things? NIce going fellows. Cos now I finally understand.

Alot of other interesting thing happened too. But I am too tired to blog it all down. Will go and rest now. Blog some other time.

It's all about Me.

Sunday, January 04, 2004

I.WANT.MY.FUJIMI.ORCHESTRA
I want to watch it....!
I read the review of a site and the show seems to be really fantastic.
Thats why I want to watch it!
And no, I dont watch it for *THAT* reason....
But I just cant seem to find it.
Not on kazza, not on all those anime webbies.
Irritiating~!

This coming week will be a busy busy one for me.
Got lots of tuition lined up for me.
Esp. my chinese because my teacher was to return to China for the new year.
So he has arranged like 3 lessons squeezed into weekdays.
He is not even counting weekends yet!
He said that he will tell me on friday.

And on top of that. Got to prepare a little for the upcoming sec one ori.
But i think almost all the credits goes to Rach.
I mean .. we did discuss on how we are going to do things.
We do do copies of draft
But it was her that actually finalises the product.
So I just want to give Rach a BIG WARM FUZZY BUZZY HUG!!!!
Thanks so much for everything.
And not to mention everyone who contributed.
With them around, my life isnt so bad after all. Lols.

Better go and pack my bag to get some sleep now.
I have a really bad feeling that some teachers are going to scold me.
For various stuffs.
sighs. I pray that tmr will be a bright and glorious day.

It's all about Me.

Saturday, January 03, 2004

Currently:
Eating: bUtter waffers. Real yummy stuff. and mouthing to the lyrics of the song playing.
Drinking: HL milk. Wat? drinking milk with waffers IS a nice combi.
Listening to: Barcode Brothers - SMS (radio edit) *dont ask*
Thinking of: Food. I need mooooooore food.
Smelling: My mom's eating oranges in the kitchen again. She knows how much I hate that smell so she eats it without me around. *Grins*
Thinking about: How to complete my F&N coursework on time.
WOrried about: My F&N Coursework, my new teachers, my tution later in in the evening and tmr's.
Wished that I was: In some faraway exotic island instead. With the warm sun beating down on me as I relax on the beach.

Rights. I just made all that questions up. I mean, it is nice to know what you yourself am going through at the moment. And once that moment is gone, you will probably forget about it.

Oh. And I just found out yest. during F&N lessons that your regular maggie mee is actually made up of wax. That is because Flour is kinda expensive and wax is used because it gives the mee weight. Eeeks. There was even a case when this man ate maggie mee for all three meals. And when open the stomach, they found out that there was this layer of wax like substance found in the lining of the stomch. Gross and digusting, dont you think so?

It's all about Me.

Friday, January 02, 2004

Today was the first day of school.
Had to wake up at about 6 in the morning.
Took a cold bath to wake myself up from sleepyness.
And was on my way to school.

Teacher sms-ed in the morning and I have to go and call 3 students whose classes were in the different block.
Climbed up 3 flights of stairs with my heavy bag and two big plastic bags to search.
In the end, only found two of them.
Told them to go down to St Michael's block to see Tan.
I think they didnt turn up and before assembly. I had to go and look for them again.
Irritiating and lazy pigs.

Got Jac Yip as our form teacher *dies*
No kidding. Today during classes, she was yakking away to boost our confidence level and morales.
And to sit at your plastic and hard chair for two hours listening to her blabber was really unbearable.
I seriously dont know how much more of her I can take.
Had other unexpected teachers as our sub teachers.
Hope that we can work together.
I think that connection btw students and teachers are very impt.
I mean, if there is no connection, then you are not on the same wavelength with that.
And that means that the student will lose interest
and will eventually not understand what the teacher is teaching
and will ULTIMATELY do badly for their tests.
See the light now?

Stayed back to hang two AA banners with Tsu and Chere.
Had a really fun time doing it.
Lols. Asked Tan to do it was he was like 'scared' of Tsu.
Cos the latter was supposed to grip unto the ladder to stablize it
but she always had one hand on it and the other off to do hand actions when she was talking to us.
Really funny.
Then we started bugging TJL about where to hang our second banner.
had lots of fun talking to her. Can crap man. lols.

Oh.It is really nice to be around your friends once again.
With Chan *huggles*, Amanda, B&C, Nisha, Vern etc.
People who really care. my.. it sure is comforting to know that.

Then this morning before assembly, I thought I saw Ms Claire Lim walk past me.
Lols. I thought I was seeing things
but it was confirmed when Ms Tan was introduing the new teachers.
Ah. ANd the best part? She still REMEMBERS me.
Lols. She's really nice. And she even told me that shw was the house mistress of my house.
Kwel. I think that green hse will rock this year.
Cos she has had experience with the Topaz house in BHSSS.

Right. Got home like only 45 mins ago, took my bath and now I must be off for me jap. lessons.
Sighs. I need to rest alittle and then do all my tuition homework.
Not fogetting my holiday hmk that I have yet to do! ah.....

It's all about Me.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

A fresh new look for my blog.
Ah. Really soothing to the eye.
Pretty too, dont you think? I seriously love black.
Got that pic from deviantart. and chan and chere helped me alittle with the alignment.
Thnks you guys!

Had to wake up early in the morning to go for mass.
Its the choir's 7th anniversay today.
I was soo tired that I slept through the whole homily by Fr.
And mind you, he was blabbering non-stop for 20 mins!
So there I was, sitting at the bench with my eye shut and trying my very best not to nod my head.
Lols. I did that once and almost the whole church looked at me.
Woke up super embrassed.

Was supposed to go for lunch with the choir but decided against it
because I know that they will probably take econ hours to finish.
So had branch with me parents instead.
Had a hearty meal.
Then got home, took a bath, slept a little while
and I was on my way out for my first maths tuition.

Wells, it is not really counted as my FIRST lesson with him.
Rather it is my first lesson after a long long break of one year.
Anyways, it went pretty well.
Only that I have got tuition hmk again.
Not to mention that I have got chi tution hmk to do too.
Lols. It is as if i am paying ppl with qualifications to give me tons of hmk.
Man. That kinda sound bad, dont you agree ?

School offically starts tmr.
I am not excatly looking forward to it.
Considering the fact that I still have holiday homework left to do.
I have like Emaths, Bio, Phy homework.
Not to mention, I have yet to start on my revision on my Geo, Chinese etc.
Wells. its the new year already.
And that marks the ending of my partying period.
Obviously that means that I will be home most of the time studying.
But I will also get out once in a while.
So do still feel free to call me out.

oh. And there is something else that I drat at.
Long-boring-senseless opening school speech by the principle.
It gets so draggy all the time.
I mean, doesnt the principle have eyes to see that almost the whole school is clearly bored out by her speech?
and it is so because students sleep in front of her.
Some lie their forehead on the back of the person sitting in front of them
while other have the ability to rest their chins on their palms and do the same thing.
And you can always see other having that day dreaming expressions on their faces.
If theyare not doing the above mentioned,
then they will have to be talking to their friends.
And I shut off within the first few mins. Lols.
Okies. Do you see what I am tying to get to now?

It's all about Me.