Muster.Your.Courage

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Saturday, April 30, 2005

It's all about Me.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Been cussing a lot lately. Amansie blames it on my work stress, I think I am reverting back to my old self and William doesnt even recognize me on MSN anymore. Lols.

After work, went out with mom for dinner. I got a surprise when she called me to go for dinner with her because its usually the other way round, with her turning me down. Met at Douby Ghaut, had dinner at some chinese resturant (cant remember the name now), walked around for a little bit and eventually plonked ourselves down at the kaya Toast area for some coffee. (lols.I just made that sound like an outing with my friends.) We chat a lot. Our conversation topics ranged from my shitty work to anxeroic girls to everything else ler. It was good fun and relaxing at the same time. I guess it makes up for all the nights when I returned home from work to find her already in bed.

Was supposed to go for a vocal training this afternoon at 1pm (its 2.330pm now) but I didn't feel like it. I have already almost given up on St. Mary's. (It's my church choir) Many things have happened through the years and it has not only affected myself, it has also affected the whole family. Lets just say, some people can be really manipulative to get what they desire. I loathe people who are pretendious and manipulative. Then again, I am as pretendious as everyone else is at work... but that's for a different cause. I am placed in an environment where I have to be pretendious so I can work alongside everyone. Lols. Can't believe I just said that.

Still have yet to find a tutor. Hmph.

It's all about Me.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

If you are looking for a quiet place to just sit and wind down, go to the Coffee Bean located in Forum, Orchard. Its windy and if you can tolerate smokers, then that's the place to go.

Arranged to meet up with a close friend over there last evening and it was a blast. Had coffee, cheesecake and two bottles of raspberry Esprit(?). I highly recommand the 'Coffee bean Triple Layer Cheesecake" they have because its more then just cheesecake. I am about to go into detailed description of the cake but realised the highlight of the night wasn't the cake, it was the companionship of a close friend. It's really heart-warming to know that after all these years, she was always there beside me, for me. Also, it was really strange how we don't get to meet each other for a couple of months and still, we feel like sisters. I guess we have a lot more in common then we expect, heh?

Thanks a bunch, Liana

Had a shitty day at work. My 'seniors' keep bullying me, asking me to do stuff for them. Bring this, bring that, do this, do that, go here, go there... I feel like a ball being kicked around. Bloody. Oh wells, I am getting the hell out of there after the three months. I went for lunch with my other colleague (she joined in the company the same time with me) and she told me a lot of stuff. Apparently, she hates this job too. (lols!) She gets way too much scolding from the manager (so do I!) and the working hours suck. She really dislikes the other colleagues and the pay's peanuts. Looks like the company is expecting two quitters (for the better) and the end of the probation period. Can't wait...

Msgs:
Chan: Heys!! I miss you bunches too!! So happy you tagged!! hahas. Hows life over there? TJL and I were talking about you the other night. It's strange how she suddenly brought you into our conversation. Lols!

Amanda: Blearh. *sticks out tongue* I usually lurk around your blog. Will tag next time I go there. :)

Sak: *huggles* You have no idea how much I needed that.

It's all about Me.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Heys Peeps.

Nothing much interesting has been happening in my life lately. I wake up late everyday just to prepare to go to work, work my butts off (just a phrase) for eight hours a day and then come back home to sleep. That's my routine for the past few weeks. Like I said, my life is rather on the mundane side now but I can safely say, I am feeling quite contented. I am setting some goals for myself this month. I am going to get a Maths tutor and I am to do some exercising soon. Hahas. Up til now, it's all talk and no action..so I am going to do something about it. yupps.

Working life does drain you a bit. The thing I miss most about school is how close I can be with my friends. You get to see them everyday..you are constantly surrounded by people your age..you all speak the same language and share the same interest. That is so much better then having to talk and act maturely when you are working. Note: You ARE responsible for every single action you do. Though working does have its perks too. You get to earn your own money.. but that's about it. I For the coming year, I would be working full time and I intend to make the best out of it. Of course, one must learn how to take everything with a pinch of salt and should not take every comment on a personal level. Hmrph. That's all I got to say about my working life.

I intend to piece my life back again...
No matter how long it takes.

It's all about Me.