Muster.Your.Courage

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Saturday, May 27, 2006

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Saturday
Yesterday was CCN day. Chocolate fondue. And I was right when I said there were at least three other stalls doing chocolate fondue. In fact, practically every stall is selling it, junk dipped in chocolate, junk in honey, junk food aglore. Lols.

Strangly when I was surfing through the UOB's website earlier on, I noticed that they are no longer producing the TX acct card. Does that mean.. I am one of the last few to actually get it?! Lols. Now, Why am I even making a big fuss out of this? Lols.

I neeed sleeep.

It's all about Me.

Friday, May 26, 2006

CNN day
It was fun, to say the least. Guess who dropped by for a surpise visit! Stupid girl told me she wanted more sleep but in truth, she was already getting ready to get out of the house. Silly, sammie! One moment I was helping out at the stall and the next thing I knew, she gave me a call and told me she was already in TP! I was both pleasantly shocked and surprised laa. We walked around the entire school holding hands. It was good to see her again.

Finished at 5plus, reached home at 6plus and now I am msn-ing with my marketing group mates to discuss about our project.

Will this ever end?!

It's all about Me.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

I am feeling a little down and no better way to vent it out then on the blog.

I think my lecturer hates me. While he would make an effort to chat and joke around with other students, he rarely chats with me. That's quite sad. All he says are: Are you okay? Sighs.

On the other hand, my classmates and I are getting along fine. I am starting to be myself around them and one has already seen my ugly side already. Lols. And no, I didn't scare her away.

Tomorrow's my school's CCN day. Now, don't ask me what 'CCN' means because I don't know! Lols. Anyways, it's like a mini fun fair and we're doing chocolate fondue. And to think that the management is smart enough to only allow one stall to do one item but it turns out that there is another two classes who are also doing fondue! It's so stupid can! Now we have to not only fight with them for sales, we are also suppose to have a really good profit. It's totally rubbish la.

And the best part is... tomorrow's the funfair and we still haven't decided on the pricing yet. The recipe's not even finalised yet. How planned is that?! All because our class representive didn't do anything until someone brought up the fact that the thing is this friday. So irresponsible.

Even since I have started school, I feel as though I have been snacking a lot. Everyday I would crave for something sweet or chocolately. I cannot remember when was the last time I felt such a strong urge. Maybe it's due to all the stress I have been facing and the short breaks that our lecturer gives us. Snacks are addictive. It doesn't help that all our canteens and even our bookshop sells glorious snacks!! They have chocolates to sweets to everything you can find la! And talking about unhealthy food, for every lunch I have been eating on western food. Western food = friend, oily food. Not good, not good at all. I must have determination! Lols.

I don't believe I just wrote a whole paragrahp bitchin about my food selection.

Journalism assignment due this coming monday. Sighs,

It's all about Me.

Monday, May 22, 2006

I have an upcoming design test coming up this thursday and I don't know much about Photoshop or freehand. Die laaa.

Personally, I prefer freehand. It's a lot easier to understand and apply but I have this gut feeling he's gonna make us do more photoshop then freehand. It's not a good sign.

Marketing journals are due tomorrow. I have already printed it out but I am not really confident of what I have produced. It seems like everyone has more points, more pages, more substance. I hope I can at least get a decent grade. I got to. No other choice.

This afternoon, after lessons, a couple of my friends and I had a late lunch at one of the canteens. We chatted about how to came to choose this course, some not because they wanted it..it's because they can't see themselves anywhere else.. how our sec schools lives were, how different things are now. etc. I guess it got me to know them a little more and vice versa.

Someone asked me to be his gf online yesterday. Yes, Online, No less. Of course I said no. No, not because of his insincerity but because.. I simply refuse to take what has been touched before. I know by saying that, I am being quite mean but.. whenever he talks this touche subject, a particular scenerio keeps re-playing in my mind. So..ya.

I keep wanting to get a new handphone screen protector but I keep forgetting. Ayio.

OK..that was totally random.

It's all about Me.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Just came home not too long ago.
Arranged an impromtu dinner with Sam. Ate delicious duck rice! Yum. Then sent her off at the bus stop.
Now I'm stuck with marketing again.

Here is my agenda for the night.
Finish at least one marketing journal and do a quick write up for my logo organisation.

I am only planning to do on my logo tmr. 10 quick drawings. But that's tomorrow. :)

So unless I finish what I plan to accomplish tonight, I refuse to sleep because frankly speaking, I haven't got much time left. My deadlines are this coming week! S.c.ar.y.

Marketing time~

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

A quick update, just because I am taking a break from marketing.

You know, nowadays, whenever a friend asks me this question: "what are you doing now?", my answer would most likely be "my marketing journals".

I wonder if they are as irritated as I am. Lols.

Because the moment I sit down in front of my laptop, I would be doing my marketing. My journals are really not easy to do. If you ever get the chance, ask me for the journal sample that my lecturer gave us and you would probably understand why. Bottomline: He's expecting a lot from us because according to him, we are the 'cream of the coupe'.

Sighs.

On top of that, I still have a logo to rush for GesDFund, a newspaper article to write, marketing project etc. The list simply doesn't end. But I guess I am getting use to it. In fact, I have been anticipating this for the past year. In a way, I am just glad I am starting somewhere in my life.

Of course, compared to the days when I was still working..I certainly miss the working days. Not a lot, but enough to make me want to go back to work during my term breaks of holidays. Which bring to mind, I think we have some papers coming up. Sighs.

Like I said, my list just goes on...

Went for lunch with my classmates at Tampines Mall. Had Long John Sliver (blearh!) and I ate only the chicken pieces, barely touched my fries. Wanted to get the clam chowder but thought otherwise. ANYWAYS, went to play pool with the boys. Wait, correction. Went there to watch them play pool. Since a certain ex of my frequent there often, I didn't feel very comfortable so when Sarah left, I took that opportunity and leave too. Oh. Don't get me wrong here. If I were to see my ex there, I will be perfectly fine. ...I just don't wish to see him at all. Get my drift?

It's all about Me.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My birthday was good.
Had dinner with aunties (whom have literally watch me grow up) and shih han.
Came back to cut my lovely cake (will post pictures later if I'm in the mood) then went over to Inkbar for a drink with sam.

A huge THANK YOU to those who made this day extra special for me. :)

Ma got me a surprise birthday present. I wouldn't say it's very cheap but...hell, it's not cheap at all! At least my dad and I don't have to quarrel with each other to see who gets to use the computer first. One less argument, one more peaceful moment.

Saturday was spent at home rushing through my marketing journals. I don't know which is killing me....my workload or having to spend all those hours staring at the computer screen. Wait, both ARE killing me. Lols.

Mother's day's today. Had dinner with family at Boon Tong Kee and Ma asked Jessica to join us. Why not? One more person, one more dish.. more to eat. Lols. Boon Tong Kee gave ma some pieces of chocolate attractively wrapped in a gold box with a ribbon as Mother's Day present. Looks pretty really. Wonder if the chocolates actually taste any good. hahas.

School's tomorrow.
Not excatly looking forward but I rather go there happy then depressed, ya know what I mean?

For the past couple of days, I have sleeping rather well. No restless nights. Just peaceful, soulful sleep. Hope tonight's no exception.

It's all about Me.

Friday, May 12, 2006

You know, sometimes when i tell you things, i leave from the conversation feeling more empty then ever. But i come back, wanting more. Why?

On thursday, it's arts appreciatation day. We have 4 hours of drawing circles, squares and silly little things like that. Just yesterday, we were told to draw a logo that represent ourselves and to draw toliet signs. Let me explain: Mr Yong was saying that the toliet sign are too stereotyped. The male wears pants and female wears skirt. Does it mean that when a woman wears a pair of pants, she can enter into the male toliet? (Ok, it sounds lame but it kinda makes sense.) Anyways, we doodled, cussed (alot because most of us don't like drawing) but it's fun nonetheless. When it was time for us to present, there wasn't enough time for us to do it and the rest of us (that's me!) get to present the following neek. Yay! More time.

Nothing much else.

It's all about Me.

Monday, May 08, 2006

I.FEELSTRESSED.

I am so piled up with assignments, homework and projects..that it seems like there is simply no end to it. In fact, it seems as though you just get new ones everytime you go for tutorials! Went for Journalism today and we were instructed to do 2 new write-ups! Then there is marketing, media&society..and the list goes on. I need to start planning my time properly!

That explains why Shakira's - Hips Don't Lie is on repeat on my winamp as I am typing this.
I.am.seriously.going.crazy.

On a lighter note, I am kinda looking forward to the weekends. Will be having a celebatory dinner at guess-where? ..then maybe we'll go for a drink. And maybe some dancing.. some flirting.. maybe.. Lols.

I was thinking of making some kinda of Wish List, but then I started thinking: what is it that I really want? Fleeting pleasantries, small tinkers? What I really need now is a break. I need a breather. Not just from school but everything else.

I believe I belong to nature.

It's all about Me.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Stoopid!
Some part of my tooth filling came out and... I think I ate it. Lols.
Looks like its another trip down to the dentist.
What a waste of my time and money. Hrmph.

Had design module today (okay, it's called Graphic Design Fundementals) and we had to sketch out 10 items that caught our eyes, transform it a little and then do a mini explanation in front of the class. It can be anything, buildings, nature. I cannot draw for nuts. So I spent a good 30 minutes drawing practically...nothing! Panic overtook me, anyhow draw then went back to the mac lab for presentation. Of course, I was the one last to present and after I presented, surprisesurpise!, the teacher said that it was good. Lols.

Guess I have hidden talent after all.

Oh, and did I mention that our mac lab rawks!
One big mac lab that belongs solely to us! Kyong said the school is going to upgrade our macs to the lastest G5 (or sth) by the end of this year. Cool or what? By then we would be juniors and I think we are going to spend a lot of our time in the labs. :)

And I am learning photoshop. Yucks. I never liked photoshop but I guess a lesson's, a lesson. We'll see..

It's all about Me.