Muster.Your.Courage

Friday, September 29, 2006

Friday, September 29, 2006

28 sept 2006 - Thursday

hurhur. Second day on the new job and I'm using the internet to do my blog entry.

my job's rather boring la.. but I'm staying for the money. At least it's about one more month to go before school starts and I guess, I need the cash, ya?

One aspect I hate of this job is the fact that I have to wake up at ungodly hours (actually, it starts at 830am) when clearly, I want more sleep. Sleeeeep~ it doesn't help that the temperature is just right for sleeping. Ahh~ I want to sleep! Maybe I can sleep earlier or sth. But... but, my princess hours DVD just came in yesterday and I kinda like how the plot is going. That's why I am losing sleep!

Hahas, and I used to think that people who stayed up all night to finish a show is ridiculous, now I am doing it. For the record, I slept at 12am last night. I contemplated on whether I should put an all nighter and not sleep at all but I realise that it's kinda foolish to do that since I have to work the next morning so I didn't. :)

my point here? I have discinepline. ahahas.

I wonder how's the rest of my classmates doing. During the holidays, I am sure some of them (who have jobs) are pretty busy and the rest, get to slack their time away. No offence but I rather use this time to work than slack, even if I have the money to sustain me. I mean, I would feel more useful at the end of the day. Also, I get to earn my own ka-ching.

Time check, 10.46am. I am now fully awake!

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

I feel like the MTV. I just want to sink, into a comfort zone, to feel content, to know that everything's fine.

I'm having one of those days.

Woke up in the morning to attend some Pace lecture and I felt really left out. I guess, I don't really want to be in it as much as I did when I first noticed it. There's a chalet coming up and I am seriously contemplating on whether I should attend it or not. It doesn't help that Sarah's not going because it's fasting month. I don't blame her because it's her religion. Somehow, I just wished things were different.

I miss the times I had in AA, the closeness I felt with my exco and members. It truly felt like we were a big family, caring for each other. I knew I had a capable VP and team.

However, right now, I don't feel like joining in any CCAs. I just want to hole up.

Liana once told me to 'live everyday like the last' and I guess she's doing it. She's making decisions that makes her happy, and that is what is of most importance. I, on the other hand, am not making any decisions at all because frankly speaking, I am scared.

So near yet so far huh.
Hahas, life's a joke.

Or maybe not.

....Life's not a joke. Life's not a joke. Life's not a joke.

It's all about Me.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

The view at the Helipad rocks. Yes, be jealous everyone. hahas.

Anyways, I had the best time at my workplace last night. A lot of people turned up without RSVP-ing for the parties and it turned out to be a very hugh crowd and some complained that it was warm. Yes, even its at the Helipad. There were many models mingling around with the crowd. The guest DJ was extemely good and you can see that everyone was enjoying themselves thoroughly. Of course, I was working but I also enjoyed myself. My colleague who was standing next to me was really funny and she cracked up really funny jokes. Also, at the stroke of midnight, we got ourselves some food from Macs and heninken bottles from the party and toasted to each other. Ah, what a way to end my last day! fun..

I can't wait for my Juicy Couture to arrive via my mail box! :)

Okay, I've got a couple of authetic clothes from popular brands that are sizes too big for me. Maybe I should set up a website and sell it off. I need some ideas. Brainstorming time!

It's all about Me.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

I guess I am a little sick of shopping online. Some of you might be suprised at hearing that but I am quite fed up of getting clothes that there sizes too big or too small. I guess, if i want to, I can still get bags or accessories online. Or maybe when I see something that I really like. I think my offical last purchase this month henceforth will be my Juicy Couture track attire which comes in a set! All my friends who has seen the picture said that it was very, very pretty. Yes, including my tooot ex-teacher. He even said I can wear it to work on tuesday. Hahas..

Working til this sat. I think I will miss everyone at my work place. Just when the servers are all starting to be nice to me. I used to remember the first few weeks I have worked there. The servers there were mostly unfriendly. They won't even reply you when you say hi, not even a peep. Now, they say hi to me first without me opening my mouth. Hmm, dynamics have changed. There are new faces but everyone seems to be good. At least on the outside la. You see, I don't work with them directly so that cancels out any chance of a quarrel but I daresay, the couple of weeks that I have spent there has been quite good. :) At least this time, I am leaving the place (for the 2nd) time with good memories. Yea. maybe I'll get them chocolates again. We'll see ya.

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I am having one of those blearh days. The guess top just came in this morning and it was the usual disappointment. The waist size fits nicely but the chest area too big. And I have this feeling that I might not be able to alter it. I mean, I don't understand these American sizes. When the chest area fits, the waist is sooo small. Maybe Asians have a bigger waist or maybe, I just need to work out more. Wells, Mohan did leave me his name card.. so maybe I'll get some kinda of discount! Oh, he's working at true yoga! hhahas.

I am a little fed up of buying online. I mean, the sizes are always wrong but its a lot cheaper. and I always have to alter! I am a little pissed at the uncle downstairs because he rudely said no than again, I had my hopes up so high. Sigh. Maybe I shld just go with the smaller size. This sucks.

three more days til I change my job. It's really a drag. Or maybe its just today.

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I had a terrible morning yesterday..in a very, very long time. Went to work on time, thought I would be nice and printed the reservations for them. Apparently, I printed the wrong date and I didn't even realise it until 12pm, when lunch was going to open. The computer was down so I couldn't log into the systems. One of the regular girls called in sick (who has the habit to do so very last minute. Wait, she didn't even call. The AM had to called her several times on her mobile) and I was left with a freshie. Great-o. Now, I haven't been working there for quite some time and I have forgotten almost everything. I didn't panic but time were closing in on us. Had roll call, which I gave out the wrong info because it was the wrong date. The AM was really nice to me though. I ought to thank him.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I am in a very lazy Sunday mood right now. The weather's cooling, the sun's just peeking out from behind the clouds and most importantly, its quiet and serene. I'm too lazy to even walk to the washroom to take my morning bath. Hm, maybe I shall go without my bath! Hahas. Not. Stinky, stinky.

Bought my Juicy Couture trackpants! ...because I can afford it, so if you're gonna go all 'look! she's going so materialistic', refer back to my previous posts. Do not judge me.

I am going to work at my current place until the end of this week than I am changing jobs. Hahas. You know, sometimes I think I am truly blessed. Here I am, being offered another job at a reputable place with a higher pay and the weekends off and I have classmates who are giving out flyers (not that its a bad thing but mine is a desk job) or don't even have a job. Of course, there are those who don't need one but that's a different story. Oh, and I will be using photoshop and most probably learn flash on the way. This is a good thing because flash is a skill and I have a feeling we are gonna to study that next year, yah.

I managed to catch the last part of 'America's next top model' last night and I think most of you who watched it will agree with me that Gina (Jina..whatever her name is) is a growing disgrace to asians. Perhaps its the editing that made her seem so but she appears to be whiny and scared and drunk and doing almost everything possible to disgrace us. I mean, she seems as though she didn't want to be there in the first place. Show us some passion, Geena! Do us proud, damnit!

It's the morning, so no use getting worked up by something I have absolutely no control of. Can't wait for all my shopping to arrive at my doorstep! :)

It's all about Me.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Tell me, what do you want from me?
I want you oo want me.

I am considering a change of jobs. Not only am I getting bored at my current job, I just need a change of environment. Like what my ex-teacher told me, you just need a more challenging job. I agree with him. How I wish I could find a job like that. As for now, a change of environment is better than nothing. Henry ask me if I want to join him at some coffee place and I have been thinking about it. At least I know I won't have to sit for some stupid interview or flip through the papers. Although the pay's a little lesser compared to where I am working now, i don't think it matters, right?

Wait, maybe it matters cos I have been doing a lot of shopping lately. Online shopping, that is. Just got two more tops yesterday. Lols. My bank account's suffering.

Speaking of which, have you met my new second love? Juicy Couture track pants! It's beautiful. It's my msn display pic, take a look. And while you're at it, say hi too! hahas. :)

It's all about Me.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Clearly, this still bothers me.
Someone thinks that I am turning to be more materialistic and going out with guys just because they are cute

That certain someone said I am morphing into his ex-girlfriend. On one hand, I think it's a real insult to me because I really dislike his ex but on the other, It had me thinking of the extent to how true that statement is.

I have spoken to some close friends and my parents (yes, you heard me right) about it and while one mentioned that it is the circumstances that forces one to change, another says that she has faith in me as long as I know what I am doing.

Yes, I agree that I have become more body and brand conscience. However, you cannot shoot me for it because I am 19 and I think it's about time I move from barbie dolls and gameboys to Guess handbags and facial masks. But, I would also like to admit that there are times I want to gain other people's envy because I am carrying a brand and you're not. Then again, 9/10 people buy brands to show off, naturally its normal that I want to do that too. Ok Mark, there! see, I admitted in my own blog!

As much as I moan and groan about how nice a particular bag is or how pretty a dress is, I am a woman. You have to understand that shopping and wanting to look pretty is in a our blood. If not, then please explain to me the ever-exisiting and increasing woman dollar market. It's pretty much the same like how the man constantly talk about cars/gadgets/toys/girls.

My point here is, saying doesn't mean I will buy/get it. It's a WANT, not a need. Needs are things like food and air, a want is like going to a restuarant to eat that food. Ultimately, it serves only one purpose, filling up your tummy. Yes, I NEED a bag but I want a Coach, but it doesn't mean I will get that Coach.

It's about knowing where to draw the line.

And c'mon, even if I GOT that coach, I can afford it. It's only when I cannot afford it and I stil go ahead and buy it THEN you can slap me. Maybe it's too late, you say but I see no point in prevention here. Mark said that if 'you can afford it, go ahead. Beside, you're paying for craftsmanship as well. There has to be a certain standard of quality there." I don't see why you are preventing me from turning into a something when I know where I am going. Your indulgence is in your toys and vinyls, am I complaining about it? I don't even sound a peep because I trust you.

Which brings me to the next point: trust.

Trust is about being supportive and believing in each other. I don't have to emphasis any more than I have to on this but I think you know this word better than me. Yes, if you want to prevent me from turning into a materialistic monster, tell me once, twice, three times but please.. I am not your child. I understand what you're saying anyway! And everytime when you say something like 'you're turning more and more into her', I would talk back or roll my eyes (and I don't do that often unless it annoys the shit of out me). This body action would at least saying something. Wait, It practicaly screams - 'I don't like it! So stop saying it!'

Okay, I am tired, very tired of this. Even now, when you say that it's alright to talk about brands to you because you are into fashion too, I feel as though there is some kind of invisible wall. Am I being too sensitive here? Maybe not.

Its hurting me, thats why I am blogging it. I don't know why it hurts me so much but it does. I hate this. I feel as though I have been a little betrayed because you don't even trust me.

Side-note: Thank you for everyone who have been very supportive, I really appreicate it!

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 15, 2006

14/9 - Thursday

6.05pm.
Dinner at the canteen was surpisingly good. Had a serving of mush potato and very very dry fried fish. Lols.
After work (at 10pm), I will going out with this man (he's turning 21 this year!) whom I saw at the pacesetters interview yesterday. I think he likes me. haha.

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Gooood Morning~
9.48am: I am early for office. Managed to piss my mother off early in the morning but she started first. Hahas. Don care la. We were supposed to have breakfast together but since she ain't happy with me, I just bought some bread to chomp on in the office...and to take this time to type this entry.

Remember my last entry when I said I was going out with a guy from Pacesetters? It went okay..but he talked a lot, like seriously A LOT. Mostly, he talked about himself, his secondary school/ITE life, his ah-beng like friends who like to race and how bored clubbing is and blah blah blah. However, he treated me as though I just came out fresh for secondary school. Telling me about taking responsibility and stuff. what a load of bullshit but he's nice enough to walk me home. Oh, and he 'joked' that I have a lot of pimples because he was saying that he has one huge one. *rolls eyes. Doesn't matter. I have long come in terms that I am not that pretty. Hahas. Yupps, I think he likes me. Hahas.

Somehow, I managed to come across to everyone in that CCA as a little too proud. Wrong foot. I guess I came out too strongly this time. shit. Nvm. There's a chalet coming up and maybe, maybe I can use this opportunity to be friendly. Time to turn on the charm and see how many people I can hook up! hahas.

The office girls are bitching about their clients. Hahas. Let the anger flow~~

I finish at 6pm today and I have no intention whatsoever to do OT today. I am planning to go home and do a little read up the Jap lang. book that I borrow from library. School's lib, of course since my membership at the national library is kaput. In fact, I don't even remember borrowing any books but that was in secondary school.. which, for me, a long time ago. :)

It's all about Me.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

"you have the pressence and you speak well." -pacesetters
'Are you a dancer? because you are slim and can walk nice" -Ms. Lim Bee Hong
"you're confident.' -Nabilah

Hahas. Okay. The Pacesetters interview went well. Sometimes, I use the excuse that I am nervous to cover up my mistakes when the truth was that, I couldn't wait to get out of that room to have my dinner! You must understnd that I haven't eaten anything since 10plus in the morning and I am talking about 6pm here. I am sorry but Rose cannot go without food, it makes me extremely grumpy. Thank goodness I didn't show that side to them.

Argh. Kast just called me and she said I'll be busy in the office tmr because the brochures just came in. It's a good thing too because I will be working from 10am-10pm tmr. At least I have something to do and the money's rolling in. :)

I feel tired.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Argh. I am starting to hate bleedin' PACESetters because they are always this last minute. I am supposed to have this interview with their liasion officer tmr at 10.40am so when I got the news, I shifted my work schedule to the afternoon. And today at 6pm, just when I am collecting my cash voucher, this fellow called me and told me that it's shifted down to 4.20pm. WTF? I was REALLY REALLY annoyed with them. I was nearly shouting to that poor girl over the phone. I know it's not her fault but here I am.. schedule sui sui, you come and give me last minute changes. Thank goodness my senior was very understanding and she switched her roster timing with mine. Stupid pacesetters people. Whats more, to think that I am NOT OFFICALLY in the cca yet. Maybe I should quit while I'm still ahead. Arses.

I tell you, one more time they do something like this to me, I am calling it quits.

Looks like I am going to have to take the morning shift tmr and hope I am not too tired when I am meeting their officer. Seriously, I havent even heard of her before but interviews are stardard right? I think I have gone through enough to sorta know what they are going to ask me. Questions such as 'so, tell me more about yourself' and 'hows school going for you' are unavoidably. Hm. Will blog about the interview tmr when I come home la.

Work was fine today. In fact, it was quite boring that I spent the first 2 hours in the morning staring at the computer doing virtually nothing. Lols. I don't want to start surfing the internet at my usual websites in case someone pops by from behind or the IS spots me. So.. I just pretended to be doing work, randomly clicking on nothing. Hahas. Get paid to sit around.

Bathe time!

It's all about Me.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Its a saturday morning and the office is quiet. That's a good thing. At least I know there are no words like 'fuck and bitch' to pollute my ears. Aaaah. Peace. No disgusting smell coming out of the toliet too!

Shit. I'm typing too loudly.. and the keyboard actually says 'Dell, QuietKey'. FOS. lols. I think it's because its so old. Everything in the office is old. From it's floorings to the walls to the computers to the phones..virtually everything. The only new and young thing here is probably me! Lols.

Can't wait to get my hands on my princess hours. In less than 2 hours! All I've got to do is go by the lockers and lay my hands on it. I just want to see much damage is done la.

Gooodness. It's my mom's birthday today and I still haven't gotten anything for her. Well, last year I bought her a REALLY nice bouquet of flowers for her and she didn't like it. Hmm. So puzzling. So I don't know what to get for her this year. God, help me.

I envy those who do not have to work during the holisdays yet they can go for holidays and still can money. Oh wells. At least I know that I am capable of earning my own money and not having to rely on my parents fully. That's called independence..

I'm working on my excel sheets again and if only they have 'rulers' like photoshop and quarkxpress. That will make my work A LOT easier because I'm doing a lot of alignment. Hahas. Did you just hear me? I'm talking about photoshop here! And I thought I will never mention the word quarkxpress or photoshp again. But its quite fun la..

4.51pm. 9 more minutes and I'm free.
Now, rosemary is not happy at all. Apparently, I didn't order the DVDs, I ordered the damn book. You know those idols pictorial books? Argh. I hope my organsier made a mistake about this and gave me the wrong thing or I'll be seriously pissed! Or I can try to sell away the damn thing and use that money to get my DVDs. I don't even know why I'm buying the damn DVDs... oh I think it's because the box looks nice. Wth. What is wrong with me? Lols.

4 more minutes left. I need to go home and charge my phone. Low batt. Damned.
3 more minutes left. I'm checking out the air plane flights to hongkong. hahas. Cheap la. A little short of $300. My bank account can afford that. I WANNA GO!
2 more minutes left. I don't believe I am actually typing the words '.. mintues left' when I can just copy and paste it.
One more minute.. start packing now. get ready, get set....
BYE BYE!

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Everytime I sit down at my allocated desk and start to do excel sheets, I whisper a promise to myself to never get stuck with a desk job doing paper work. It's just VERY boring but it beats having to stand at the podium.

Work was alright today. Time went by pretty fast. Oh, and I managed to also cash in my vouchers! Means ka-ching, ka-ching for me! :)

Rahayu from pace just sms me regarding some interview this coming wednesday. FOS. I mean, do you really need to take that long for someone to be enrolled in? From what I heard, last year you all don't even have to go through so many rounds of damn interviews or even had to wait this long. Once you're in, you ARE offically in. Why the need for so much hassle this year? I simply don't understand. Thank Goodness I have another COMFIRMED cca.

Morning shift for tmr at 10am and then birthday celebration with mom and then its off to church to get ready for tmr's funfair. Sounds like a pretty long day for me. Which means I need to get adequate rest. Nowadays, I need at least 10hours of rest to feel as though I have enough energy to last me. I think I have been sleeping too much. It's not a good habit to cultivate this habit because..what will I do when school reopens? Noooo..

Speaking of school, I have just found out that one of my colleague's also from the same school as me! Haha! She's in Food and Applied Sciences! (a course I wanted to apply to but thank goodness I asked the lecturer during the open house and found out that it has got nothing to do with FnN. Ayioh. Luckily nv sign up.) She told me that she signed up because she thought of the same thing as me and she's regretting it! hahas. Wait.. I wasn't supposed to laugh. ...

My princess hours FINALLY COMING! Okay.. I have been waiting and waiting. I wanted it to be posted to be but because it's sooo heavy that my organiser said it's much better if she passed it to me personally. Wells, our timings were always clashing (with me working and her schooling) that I asked someone else to take it for me and he did, this morning! That means I can get my hands on it TOMORROW! YES! aaah..can't wait. The DVDs are probably the most expensive thing I have ever gotten on the net and will EVER. It was about 45SGD because I DIDN'T READ PROPERLY when I paid up. WHAT!! It was in CHINESE! hahas. And because it's so heavy, the bloody postman must have bang, bang, bang the bag around and the STUPID supplier also DIDN'T WRAP THE ITEM IN ANYTHING! So.. I heard from my org. that there's a huge dent. Hell. I hope that postman dies or sth. I mean.. I PAID UP SO MUCH FOR IT! okay.. the more I think of it, the more pissed I get. Maybe I ought to see how bad the damage is because I start cussing. hahas.

Sleep.. sleep time!

Message for YOU: Sometimes I say things that may be hurtful or sarcastic but it doesn't mean I don like you. It just means I am growing comfortable with you. Yes, that's the real me. If you don't like it, then don't like me. Easy. I can live without you.

It's all about Me.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Urgh. My hair's all weird-ed today! I swear, my hair has moodswings. Somedays, it's so dry, it feels much like hay and on others, it looks like those shampoo advertisements. And today's one of those days it feel like hay. So stupid. But it shouldn't matter because I'm gonna have to bun it up anyway. :)

Shit. My music folder seems to have gotten lost on my desktop. Does that mean I accidently deleted it or what?

...ok. Found it. I moved it under the 'yaoi' folder. O_O||.

Oh yes, I still do yaoi but in lesser frequency now. Hans would be glad to know, mark wouldn't. ahahas.

Woah, I tell you. The girls at my office where I'm posted to now SURE CAN BITCH. They sound really sweet and nice over the phone but the moment they put it down, sentences like these can be heard from the next dept. "Bitch! Marrying "so-so" big deal la. That time when they came, the girl friend was so sticky to him. Everytime 'dear....dear..' (and she does that whiny voice)" or "Fuck! Keep calling and calling. CB!".

It's terrible to hear but VERY entertaining to watch. Hahas.

Okay. Got to make up and get ready for work. :)
Hv a nice day! Toddles.

It's all about Me.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Did a whole of things today. I have never felt so happy for a long time. Not even when the exams are going because I might have to sit for supp papers.. but lets just keep as I managed to pass everything.

Lazed around at home in the afternoon before meeting mom at orchard. Went SHOPPING! at Metro and got my T-shirt bra :)!!! and my blusher from Stila. FINALLY. But lo-and-behold, I bought the wrong shade. I should have been more daring, thus my current nick, when picking the colours. Now, I have seen people with the wrong shade of blusher that made them look like.. freaks, walking barbie dolls so I have decided to choose anything that appeared remotely bright pink. So I chose something that was nude.. just a little tiny wee of pink and when I tried it when I got home, it was too light! Argh. Nvm. Now I know. WHat should I do now? I can't possibly go back and change it, can I? After all, this IS the colour that I chose. Sigh. It doesn't hurt to try. Or else, I can just get another colour.

Thank goodness, I am working and earning a little of my own pocket money now!

We then throttled to Orchard Pt's OG. Saw some VERY GORGEOUS Guess bags that are ON 20% discount! OMF! I soooo wanted to get this one and its retail price was at $152++, and with the discount, it will only be $122++! I think it's worth it considering the price. Wells, my mom gave the approval :)!! but I am still thinking about it. We could have gotten it on the spot but the service staff WAS VERY RUDE to us. When we saw that the item had a little tear on the straps and my mom had a little cut because of it, she told the senior staff (the older looking one) and she just snatched the bag from her and tried to fix it. She forcefully pulled off the extra piece of leather (or she believes that it's glue) and tried to give it back to me. The stitching was off the alignment because of her sheer force of tryin to remove that offensive piece sticking out. When we asked for a new one, both sales women gave me this look that said 'you soo cannot afford this, so don't even try.' So I made them walk back and forth to their store room to get this and that, to fix this and that, then walk away empty-handed. I didn't want to apolgise one bit but my mom did.. so.

Speaking of which, I ought to be satisified at the fact that I have a job, nevermind the fact that all I do is just stand there. At least I know that at the end of the day, I have some extra ka-ching to spend on my needs and probably some wants. I still have a few classmates that are still job-hunting. Hm.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Work was okay except that I was freezing in the wine cellar with my boss. And it was good thing that we spoke less than three sentences altogether. Oh, and I guess he was impressed with my typing speed because he commented 'you write really fast' when I was tittering away at the keyboard.

Oh, and I saw a certain person who tried to get friendly with me again. I remembered him ignoring me when he expressed that he was interested in me and I turned him down nicely. Then he stopped contacting me all together. No sms-es, msn, nada nothing. Then he got himself a girlfriend, 2 weeks after I turned him down. Lols, like he'll be serious with me. Talk about flirty. So I'm glad I turned him down. Anyways, weeks later we crossed paths at Sim lim. He was with his mom and I was there with a good friend of mine. I was polite and I gave a warm greeting to his mom and him. Wat?! I am nice and a real softie at heart. So even if you ignore me, I was brought up to at least give a greeting. Soo.. a couple of days later, he msn-ed me and told me what his mother said about me. Stuff like..

she said tt u look like a very nice gal...haha... and gd looking...slim but not too skinny...and seems like u can be a very nice gf.

Okay, I accept those compliments and told him to thank his mother for them but seriously, what am I supposed to say to all these (besides the obvious 'thanks') when you have ignored me all these while.

Enough of boys like that,
I need a real man .. wells, not really. I'm happy with singlehood.

It's all about Me.

Monday, September 04, 2006

Okay. Going back to work is a little nerve-wrecking. Prevously, I was okay with the idea of going back but this time round, with a new boss and new rules and even more discinerpliney, I am not ecactly looking forward to go back. Worst, I just news yeseterday that I am going to work with him directly because the manager quit due to some family problems. Great.

Lets see how it goes today..

It's all about Me.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Mr Brown's podcasts are really funny.. talk about agenda-setting. You know, I watched parts of the PM's national day speeches yearly and I always thought that they were very boring but goodness.. who knew? Mee Siam, mai ham. ..but mee siam where got ham? Hahas. I also like his podcast on the contactless cashcard.

School holidays! Okay, I feel a little upset. It's the holidays and so far, the bulk of my plans= is just work, work and more work. Doesn't sound much like a holiday to me le. Sigh. When I was studying for the exams, I was telling/convincing myself how much I am going to enjoy during the holidays. Finally, a chance to escape the books and Singapore but ayioh.. circumstances force me to work and work.

Wells, at least the money's rolling in. I'm pretty much money-minded. Although I don't show it like, I don't whine when I am broke or exclaim loudly, in public, that I have only 10cents left in my wallet. There's nothing wrong with it, only i think that it's kinda childish. No one else wants to know that you are broke. On the other hand, if you are rich.... hurhur.

Let's do a quick re-cap on what I did during the last few days (from weds, from my last killer paper to today <--Sunday). I played a whole lot of Sims2. You know, it's kinda funny. I bought sims2 when it first lauched in 2004, during the end of my first O levels. I remembered rushing down to the nearby comics connection store to grab it off the rack when I finish my last paper in the afternoon. But, I didn't get to really play it because my computer in the living room is ancient. Ayioh, I tell you. I had to wait for 2 years (when my laptop came) that I got to enjoy the full thing. Even so, my lap top will sometimes crash when it loads. Argh! Not fated la, just not fated.

I finally caught up with two very pretty looking girls. Liana and Sei. Sei, lols! Went to eat Pizza hut (the day after I dined at Pizza hut <-- same restuarant, different location.. with Nat, Rai & Fwan. I throughly enjoyed myself with their company because they really, really made me laugh.) at Lucky Plaza then clubbing at MOS. It was fun but we didn't hang out long in the club because we wanted to catch up a little so we went to the nearby Macs to sit down and chit-chat. Man, Li really understands me. *huggles.

I reallly wannt to go on a holiday! Dammn. I wannt to go shopping! Maybe I ought to hop on to the next bus that travels to Malaysia and shop there. I bet things cheaper there. Stupid Rai! She was telling me what she bought when she went to Malayia 2 days before our first paper! She bought lots of donuts, tops from Abercombie (I dislike that brand though) and Topshop. Makes me want to go there la! Anyone, available? CALL ME NOW!

hahas. I am such a shopping whore la. Poeple camera-whore, I shopping whore. At least I am not addicted to shoes or jewellery ok! Lols..

It's all about Me.