Muster.Your.Courage

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Sunday, February 25, 2007

I think, I thought, I tried. Then I saw you cry.

Weep baby, weep like you have never before.
Of course, I didn't cry but I did feel a sense of loss. Who knew things would turn out this way. Rather, who knew this would have left such an impact on me.

A lot of things happened lately. I wasn't elected VP, going on a community trip to laos and my love-life.. Or the non-existance of it.

(I thought... ought to stop thinking).

Have been brooding over a personal issue for the past couple of weeks. Day in, day out..constantly bothering me. It's as though it was haunting me, questioning my future moves and decisions-to-come. It almost drove me mad.. but it's finally settled.

I'm set free.

As the saying goes "all good things come to an end (one day)" but you can always hope for the 'there's always a better reason why things happen this way. One door closes, another one opens'.

For now, let me just keep my options open.

Other than that, I've been doing fine. Am going to start work in the MOE again on Tuesday. It's the same old labelling/tagging job but it pays the bill. (not that I acutally have to pay for any bill except for my debit card purchases. hahas) I consider myself blessed to even find work this quickly. Unlike some classmates I have, in last sem's holidays, she said she wanted to work but procrastinated until sem opens. I have nothing against but I think she's just too lazy. I just can't see myself sitting in front of the computer everyday reading about celebrities and fan fics. I have a life.

Alrighty, I need to rush off to church now.

It's all about Me.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Rosemary is soo proud of herself. In today's presentation, I got praised TWICE.. or more but I cannot remember because I was still basking in my glory to really pay attention to the next compliements.

My praises:
"I would like to commerate Rosemary because she was the only one who didn't make the financials boring." AHAHHAHS!

Indirectly, because I did the presentation slides:
"The slides are well-done. There are many graphs and colours."

ahhaahs. I'm one happy girl la.

Oh, and I attended the Laos meeting by the SAA people and the person-in charge actually knew me! (by name, of course). When I spoke to him and told him that I might be taking up another overseas project, he said I could choose between the Laos or the other project by SIFE (which is going to Cambodia). So, I repeated myself and said, I might go and he said.. "in that case, I'll tell Albert (SIFE's director) not to let you go for the Cambodia trip!" hahas. It makes me feel as though I am in demand.

Also, he asked me if I will be free because he needs me to discuss the intial plans for the trip and how our projects can add in entre. value. The way he said it, I think it would be just me and the adults. Cool. "Am I in the inner circle now ?" hahas. He will be contacting me via HP.

Yes, yes. I love this feeling.

It's all about Me.