Muster.Your.Courage

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Saturday, June 14, 2008

It's been long since I've posted. In fact, it has been long since I've typed anything and I suspect my ability in constructing proper, full sentences is dwindling away.
Ok, so who's one for drama? I know I am.

Work's fine but the people in there suck. Or at least, the two 'management' people sucked.

He is in his mid-forties and should be in the pinnacle of his career but he's reduced to finding 'a sense of belonging in the company'. To achieve that, he priorities work above all else, throw aways his weekends and does OT after 6pm. Resulting in the inability to stand up for himself. Instead, he's reports the most minute things to the dentures hag, who then reports to the bosses.

Which leaves us, the common folk, to bear the blunt.

Talk about mico-managing. My other colleague invented a whole new concept. According to him, it's no longer 'micro' but 'nano'.

Everything is so surreal. Disgustingly surreal. In fact, it's almost hilarious.

Bottom line is, I really HATE this company and how they managed people but I've noticed a trend.

The more 'power' you weld, the more you can get away with things.
The more 'power' you attain, the uglier you get (both psychologically and physically).
More power = more insecurity therefore you feel the need to gain control over others.

However, there's no way out of this shit-hole I'm assigned to. Only have to grit my teeth and finish it. Somehow, my other motto now is "what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger".

On a lighter note, I've actually started to exercise.. if only a bit.
I've been climbing up the 48 flights of stairs to home. omg, how the lungs burn but it feels damn good when I've reached the top. Colleagues have been telling me it's good cardio workout.

I've just had my blood test a week ago and all my cholesterol levels are doing well. In fact, I was rather shock that my HDL is high; must be all that salmon. The doc has started me on a new medication. They claim it's effective but I'll be fat.

That's the only thing that's stopping me from actually eating my first dosage. At least I'm doing legal drugs and not methyl or K. If I get killed, I still have insurance to cover me. Speaking of which, I don't know what made me want to get a policy in the first place but something just clicked in my head. Maybe it's the fact that I'm 21 years old. I now posses the key to adulthood (and freedom) AND the right to vote but I see the latter as redundant since PAP always rule. Then again, I simply cannot be bother with politics so what the hay... it's my duty. Also, I heard you need to pay a fine if you've skipped your vote.

My, oh my... what a lengthy entry.

Oh yes, I've stopped spree-ing. I realized I have been overspending . No, actually the reason why I overspent is because I know it's going to be my last spree so I took the opportunity as an excuse to buy all I want to 'save' money on shipping. Ha! Talk about irony.

It's all about Me.